[Monster] Eren X Reader (Songfic!)

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(A.N: Listen while you read: http://youtu.be/1mjlM_RnsVE (if the link didn't work, go on YouTube and type up: monster by skillet)

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(Eren's pov)

The Secret Side Of Me, I Never Let You See
I Keep It Caged but I Can't Control It

I was pressed up against the hard and cold wall, the thin blanket I was given lay on top of my legs. My hands were cuffed from the chain that hung from above my head. 'I can't be here, can I? No... I'm not a monster... Not a monster...' I tried hopelessly to convince myself I wasn't a monster, a beast, something that can't be controlled, but I was. I propped myself up on my left elbow and glanced at the bars that lay across the room, guards were there all the time, everybody else wasn't guarded heavily at day and night. I'm a monster...

So Stay Away From Me, The Beast Is Ugly
I Feel The Rage And I Just Can't Hold It.

I looked towards the bars and saw some guards looking at me, it wasn't the four guards I usually get, it was just two this time. Their eyes full of fear, even in the dim lighting of the cell I could still see their fear. They slowly backed up and walked away until they were fully out of sight. 'They were afraid of me?.'

It's Scratching On The Walls
In The Closet, In The Halls
It Comes Awake And I Just Can't Hold It

I sat up and looked to the wall. Were they all afraid of me? But I'm not any harm to them... No, they all saw what I did. I turned into one of those fowl beasts, caused destruction and tried to kill them! No wonder they're afraid of me, I can't hide it, I was a monster, wasn't I? I moved my hands to make the chains clank together to get the attention of the guards. They were the only one I had closest to physical, human, contact. A guard walked towards the bars and stared me dead in the eyes, as though I was going to turn Titan right there. I guess they didn't trust the monster either.....

Hiding Under The Bed
In My Body, In My Head
Why Won't Somebody Come And Save Me From This
Make It End!

The guard was a girl, with bright (E/C) eyes, and lovely (H/C) hair which came past her shoulders.

"Hello?" I said shakily, trying my best to keep eye contact with hers. She didn't speak at first, but she must have have thought of pity for me to be locked in a cage.

"I'm not supposed to talk to you." she gained her confidence and went back to her original position. I sighed and tried again, I need to talk to someone, anyone, I was tired of being by myself, talking to myself.

"What's your name?" I asked her. Waiting for her reply, I leaned against the wall. I shivered as I felt the cold stone on my back.

"I'm (name). Can you stop trying to get me into trouble now?" She sounded harsh when she said it, but I still continued to talk anyways.

"Am I a monster?" I asked her, and she didn't reply, not knowing how to reply. I sighed and looked up towards the ceiling.

I Feel It Deep Within
It's Just Beneath The Skin
I Must Confess That I Feel Like A Monster.

I didn't try to talk to her anymore, not wanting to bother her. I lay down on the bed, rustling the chains and she glanced back in before noticing what I was doing. I lay on my side, staring at the dark wall across from me as I begun to fall asleep. It was almost like she said it herself, I'm a monster....

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(A.N: that was okay... I guess. Any requests for the next fanfic?)

Hope you guys liked it! (^-^)

Bye~~~ Queen_Otxku

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