Brads POV
He just left me. He walked off and left me standing there. Alone. Am I not good enough for him? Does he think he's not good enoight for me? So many thoughts are spinning round my head. Soon after Con ran off I seen James walk towards me.
He smiled at me sympatheticly. Had he seen Connor? Did Con tell him and he feels sorry? James would feel sorry for me he's heartless plus he hates Connor. He walked straight past me and walked into a house down the road.
I decided to go home and try to get Con out my head. But guess what. I can't. No matter how hard I try he is always on my mind. Man I have fallen hard for this boy.
As I walked into my room and saw my guitar in the corner. I thought maybe all my emotions I'm feeling right now I could put it turn it into lyrics. I gave it a try and after an hour I had this.
You just know
Sometimes you feel it in your bones
Though we've heard that hearts can still be wrong
Something's telling me that you're the one
I just know
Even if I had a heart of stone
You could make it bleed all on your own
You could break it but I hope you won't
I'd burn it down, I'd light it up
For you, I'd risk it all
I'd rather crash, I'd rather crawl
Than never have your love at all
With only bricks to break my fall
For you, I'd risk it all
Stand your ground
Win or lose I gotta see this out
Go ahead, I'll let you watch me drown
It takes more than this to keep me down
I'd give it in, I'd give it up
For you, I'd risk it all
I'd rather crash, I'd rather crawl
Than never have your love at all
With only bricks to break my fall
For you I'd risk it all
Come on just do it
You put me through it
Come on just do it
You put me through it
Come on just do it
You put me through it
I'd burn it down, I'd light it up
I'd take the weight, I'm strong enough
Not giving in, not giving up
I'd risk it all
I'd risk it all
Than never have your love at all
With only bricks to break my fall
For you I'd risk it all
I'd rather crash, I'd rather crawl
Than never have your love at all
With only bricks to break my fall
For you I'd risk it all
I don't know how but every emotion I had in me just exploded and created a song but everything I wrote down I meant.
I love this boy to the moon and back and I know some day we will be together.
New chapter!
On Monday I went to the fan fest in Manchester and brad and con nearly kissed and me and my mate stood there screaming.
New chapter soon!
