We Fight We Love But Maybe It's Not Enough..

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There are only a few was you calm a girl like me down. The first way is you can not talk to me, give me space, and let me listen to music saying "Fuck the world and everybody in it". Then there's option number two where i recently found out you could use due to Justin. Which involves so many things i couldn't say in public because it would change people perspectives a lot. But to keep it clean it's sex, but the great amazing make up sex. I think he turned me into a nympho the way he always puts it down i just can't get enough. Jerry being sooo big, the way his lips feel down there, and how he grunts and growls. Just mmm just thinking about his pink suckler lips, his brownish hazelish eyes, his perfectly crafted jawline. Just send chills down your spine and back up. But then you remember why your sitting in the house all alone again..the huge fight you guys had.

He was so angry with you because you called Selena a gold digging hoe. He always defends her which never set right with you. Yeah they dated for almost 2 years but so what he has you now. What makes her so special that at the thought of someone saying a mean thing about her sends him into a rage? She was a gold digger and a hoe. She treated him like complete shit after they broke up. She said he was a douche bag, he was an awful boyfriend, and a lot more. It got your blood boiling beyond belief when he would do this to you. Right then you got up off the living room couch and throw the lamp sitting on the table next you. It hit the wall and shattered but you didn't care because you weren't cleaning it up. He was probably with her as we speak because of what you said. Just then you walk into the dinning room and throw some of the plates on the rack. "I FUCKING HATE YOU JUSTIN UGHHHHH I HATE YOU!!!" you screamed as if he was there.

You stormed back into the living room and up the stairs you started packing your stuff because you finally broke. You didn't want to fight about the same shit anymore, you didn't want to be the one he runs back to after talking with her, and not being so depressed anymore. He loved you with so much passion it's great but when he fights with you like this you see disgust in his eyes it hurt you more than he could ever know. What did she have that i didn't? I had bigger boobs than her, a curvier body, bigger butt, and what he said he wanted. You started packing up your stuff and started to cry a little. You didn't want to leave him but sometimes he wasn't enough. "What am I doing? I am I really about to leave the best thing in my life?" you ask not knowing you were speaking out loud.

Just then you heard Justin come throw the front door and he yells "Wow...what the fuck??" And runs upstairs into your guys room and sees you. "What the hell are you doing? And why is there stuff broken downstairs??" "I-I uh I was going to go to Twist's for a couple of days...but I don't wanna g-go anymore. Well I was pissed at you from our fight and I broke s-shit" you say nervously. "Oh...were you leaving me?" he asks looking you in yours eyes with a hurt expression. You start tearing up "I uh.. I was just for like a day because..I though you wouldn't wanna see me. I thought you went back to her...and I-I got furious..yea" you say with tears running down you face and look away. "I didn't go and see Selena why would you think that?" he asks frustrated. "Well the last time we fought you said you went to her..so i thought you went back.." "I never went back to her babe. I swear" he says crying. "Are you going to leave..?" He was moving closer and closer to you until he was right in front of you.

"I'm only going to leave if you want me to Justin" you respond looking into his eyes now. "I don't want you to leave me, I don't want you to even leave me, I would lose my mind..Can't you see I.." he stops and looks down at the ground. He starts crying harder and starts shaking a little. You reach for him but he jerks back then stops. You reach for him and again he pulls you into a hug. He cries into your shoulder soaking you shirt. "Please don't leave me..I'll do anything..I'll change..I'll.." "Shhh baby I'm not leaving anywhere. I promise and don't change I love you the way you are." Then it dawned on you that that was the first time you told Justin you loved him. "You love me? I love you too" he pulls you into him more and kisses the top of you head. You talk his face in your hands and bring his lips to yours. You guys start making out and then he pushes you on to the bed while knocking your suitcase off with your stuff.

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