I'm writing something different and maybe hard to read or handle for some people.-Warning
You woken up because someone is shaking you awake. "Baby its just a dream...Baby wake up" you hear the most angelic voice say. You open your eyes and relax. "Baby you were screaming again...do you want talk about it?" You shake your head no because you don't want him getting pissed off and fuming at 2am. "Im fine Justin" you say trying to calm yourself. He grabs your face and looks in your eyes and says "You don't need to lie to me. I won't judge you or get mad...baby just tell me." You sigh "Fine I'll tell you what my nightmare is about." He pulls you into his lap so your straddling his lap and you pick at his shirt. "Its a memory I have. I was 12 and you know my parents are divorced. Well at this time my dad moved to a different state." Your hand starts shaking and he takes it sliding his fingers in between yours. You take a deep breathe and continue "He had to live with one of his sister's because he got a job and didn't have any money for a place of his own. You know my parents aren't rich and aren't poor or middle class. So I was excited because I get to see my cousins. I didn't get to see them a lot because they were in a different state. That summer was so.." you struggle for a word to describe it. "It was a life changing summer. My aunt worked at the bar that was close to her house. She took us there one night and taught me and cousin how to pole dance." He smirks and stare him so he stops. "It was fun because its the wild country side of my family. One night when my dad, aunt, her boyfriend at the time were out it was me, my little brothers, my cousin Erica, Deacon, and her friend Kendra. My little brothers were getting annoying so us girls and Deacon went up in my aunts room. It had a lock and locked the door. Thats when things got weird. She pulled open her mind sex drawer. She pulled out so line and was like wanna try some it tastes good. I didn't seem lame so I did. I didn't taste bad it tasted like strawberries. She started to stuff telling me what it was and then walked to the tv. She started play porn and she said Deacon loved watching it. He was 3 so I was like what the fuck?!?." "Babe thats must up" he says rubbing your arms. "She said since I haven't seen it before that I should do I did. It was different and kind of a turn on. Watching people have sex and even the girl on girl was hot." You feel Justin is turned on by this part because someone is up. "I didnt know she got her mom's dildo and walked into my dad's room and grabbed one his condoms. She got my attention and then asked if I liked it I said eh it what ever. She tilted her head to side and Kendra moved and grabbed me. Erica said that she was going take my virginity and put this pointing to the dildo inside me. I tried to run they blocked me in and she got on top of me taking off my pants...." You peak up at him and he's tender and jaw is in a hard line. You still don't look at him in his eyes. "I tried getting free and kept telling No please don't and she didn't listen. I flipped over and she grabbed legs. Kendra put her arm on my lower back. Erica I believe pulled my panties down my legs and she said since she couldn't get she wanted she shoved it up my...back door." You drop your hands and start picking at your fingers. "Then she pulled it out and shoved it in my poof. It hurt so bad...i felt something rip and it hurt. I kept saying No and squeezed my eyes shut hoping she would. She didn't instead she laughed and so did Kendra. She pulled it out and said oops the condom broke and laughed more. They let go and I laughed to and pulled up my panties and pants. I had to pee to I tried walking and it hurt. I sat in the bathroom in the dark with the light the bed room and saw I was bleeding. I didn't say anything because I was freaked out. I got up slowly and walked into her room. I told I think she broke my hymen and she laughed. I laughed to forcefully. She asked if I was okay and I said I was sore and she said it was normal..." tears rolled down your face and Justin lifted your eyes to his. He wiped your tears away. "Thats what my dream is" you reply dryly. You looked into his eyes and he was furious and his body heat radiating off his body. He spoke "You didn't tell anyone?" You shook your head no and his jaw clenched. "(y/f/n) (y/m/n) why not!?!" he shouts. You flench and speaks quieter "Sorry (y/n) I'm not mad at you. I want to kill her. I do!" he says with such venom in his voice. "Babe, I forgave them a long time ago. Leave it alone." You wrap your arms and round him and set your chin on his chest so your staring up at him. He relaxes after a while and wraps his arms around you while looking down at you. He sighs "Your to forgiving baby. But thats why I love you. You want to see the good in everything even through such shitty events in your life." You kiss his throat and he relaxes alot more. He picks your lips and then says "That's go to sleep." You lay down and wraps his arms around you pulling you so close. He even intertwines his legs with yours and you fall asleep safe in his arms. He is the best boyfriend you thought making you smile.
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