That Hold On Tight....

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You are hammered walking up the front steps of your condo. Its been like this for the past 2 weeks since you and Justin broke up. You shattered when he looked at you and say "I don't love you anymore" Just the memory itself hurt. You walk into the house throw everything anywhere because your so numb. You want so badly to call Justin to comfort you but he's the reason for this and plus he moved on to some pretty Latina girl. They have been caught out everywhere holding hands and kissing. You grab the pizza from the box sitting on the trash pile collected from junk food. The comfort of ben & jerry's and whisky made any night 10x better. Scooter has tired to call to talk but you refuse to talk to any of the crew except Fredo. He's the annoying brother that checks in every hour on the hour just to see if I need anything. Other than work and having to buy the alcohol to numb you from heartbreak you don't leave the house. Your friends want to see you but you don't reply to them. To explain to them why your dirty, and refuse to clean is to much right now. You stumble up the stairs to your bed and grab the pillow that smells just like him and cry. You cry yourself into a lovely dream about Justin rubbing your back and telling you "It's okay princess I'm here." You smile and reach across the bed and feel ice cold sheets raising your head realizing it was all in your head. It's 1:15am and you won't be able to fall back asleep. You text Fredo

"Hey Fredo! I was wondering...how is Justin?"

He replied

"He's to be honest gloomy and sad. He misses you (y/n)."

You set your phone down and start crying. My poor baby...I mean ex..I don't know.. You pick up your phone and text Justin

"I need you now."

He replied

"On my baby!"

"Sorry habit."

You crack a smile and the realize your place is a mess and your mess. You run downstairs and clean up really fast. You try to fix how you look but give up. You hear a knock on the door and walk downstairs. You open the the door slowly and hold your breath when you see a red faced, sad, crying Justin. You let him in and you guys sit on the love seat. You state at him and him at you. You break the silence by asking "Why are you crying you broke up with me?" He looks at you and say "I know." You start getting really mad "Then why are you sad? You said you didn't want me anymore and didnt love me not the other way around!" "I know" he repeats again. He sees the empty Jack bottle "You've been drinking?" his voice cracks. "So what? Why did you come? Why did I even ask you to..Ugh!" "You asked me for the same reason I came. We still love each other." You feel your heart skip a beat. "I still love you (y/n) don't you see I'm a rock without you? I thought maybe if I broke up with you it would be easier for the touring but I'm miserable baby." You start crying and he wipes your tears away. "Baby don't cry, don't cry because of me. I'm horrible and not worth it." "No you aren't." you choked through sobs. He pulled you on his lap and you smelled him. He smelled just like home and cried harder. "Baby shhh" he rubbed the back of your head and rocked you on his lap. You finally stopped crying and said "Will you stay and hold me?" "Of course I will princess." You walk up to the bedroom and he sees his shirt on a pillow and chuckles. "Shut it Bieber!" you snap and he stops. "I'm going to take a shower and then we can." He nods okay and you take a shower wash your hair and body. You wrap the towel around your body and walk out to grab clothes. You feel eyes and turn to look at Justin and he's staring at you "I'll be a minute I have to change" you say and dash into the bathroom. You put your hair in a messy bun, Justin's t-shirt and pj shorts on. You out to a half naked Justin taking his pants off. You slide into bed and take the shirt off the pillow placing back in its spot. He slides into bed and pulls you to him. He so warm and you snuggle closer. "Jeez babe your like an iceberg" he says wrapping you up in his arms. You kiss his chest and he grunts. "(y/n) please don't" he says and you don't. You slide up more so your face to face and he leans in closer. Your lips brush his and he freezes "Sorry...I forgot." You lean into his lips and they feel so good. "Oh (y/n)" he moans and brings his hands to cup your face. He pulls away and you both gasp for air. You slide your arm around his waist and lay your head on his chest. "I love you Justin." "I love you (y/n)." You fall asleep with a smile on your face. You wake up the next morning to a blissfully sleeping Justin. You look at him and he looks relaxed and much younger. You want to trace his beautiful face and suck on his jawline. You bite your lip and lean in and kiss his chest and he groans. You kiss his stomach and his mouth opens slightly and moans. You kiss the beginning of his happy trail and he bucks hips and moans your name. He opens one perfect eye and then another. He looks down at you and you smile mischievously. "Don't stop there. Don't tease me when I haven't had you in nearly a month." He smirks and climb up his body. You kiss his lips and he wraps his arms around your body. You pull on his bottom lip and he grabs your butt. You moan and you feel something grew bigger. You kiss his jawline and suck on it and he moans. He grab your butt harder and you gasp. He takes advantage and slides tongue in your mouth. Your tongues fight for dominance as usual. You start bucking your hips and he moans "Oh God (y/n)!" you smile in the kiss and pull away. "No fair babe" he says pouting. "All's fair in love and war baby" you say winking. You both laugh and his phone starts ringing. He answers and you get "Hey...mhmm...today?...I'm ready to leave...okay..bye" "Who was that?" "That was Scooter. He wanted to know if I was ready to leave to go back on tour." Your face falls and he puts his finger under chin and says "Hey! I'll be back in no time and we'll text everyday, skype when I'm alone, and maybe you could send me some naughty things to help me when I miss you" he winks. You laugh "So were back together? What about your pretty Latina?" "You saw those...there old (y/n). Your the one and only" he says sincerely. You search his eyes for the truth and he was telling it. "Okay" is all you say and he smiles his kidrauhl smile. He pecks your lips and holds you. You lay your head on his chest and hear his heart beat fast and then slow down a little. You guys lay like till he has to leave and get ready. You drive his Lamborghini to the buses and see his mom and the crew. You guys walk up holding hands and Fredo smiles "See I told you just text him." "Shhhh it Fredo." "You been texting Fredo and not me? I'm wounded" he grabs his chest. You laugh and pick his lips "How about now?" He pouts his lips saying he needs more. You kiss him and he puts one hand behind your head and the other around your waist dipping you. He pulls you up and says "Now I'm better." Scooter called everyone to load up and says to Justin "Come on lover boy she'll still be here trust me" and he winks at you. He playfully hangs his head and thrashes his body around walking towards the bus. You giggle and he throws you his silly face and you laugh harder. He takes a step up and yells "I LOVE YOU (Y/N)!!!" You yell back "I LOVE ME TOO!!" he runs over to you and starts tickling you. "Say you love me and I'll stop." "Okay! Okay I love you Justin Drew Bieber!" He smiles and kisses you. He pulls away way to soon by they have to leave. He gets on the bus and it starts moving. You stand wait for it to leave completely. A tear rolls down your cheek as you climb into the car. Theres a present on the seat and a note. 'Open it baby and keep it with you always. xoxo Justin' You open it and it's his cross necklace. You put it on and smile widely. You drive to your place jamming to Roar by Katy Perry.

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