As I was walking out of the bathroom I couldn't help, but break into tears. I slid down against the wall and put my head into my hands. "Why would I kiss her...I don't love her, I love Alex" I mumbled to myself. SWOOSH. I looked up, it was Kelley running to her room, she probably felt horrible about kissing me, knowing that I didn't love her anymore and well she still did. I wiped off my tears before standing up and walking into the cafeteria. Everyone still doing what they were doing about five minutes ago, chatting and having a good time eating their breakfast. I sat down next to Alex and Sydney. "What are y'all talking about?" Sydney responded "Alex and I are just talking about how she's doing with Servando" Every Time I heard that name 'Servando' I would cringe. "Oh, that's great..." I answered with a little jealousy in my voice. I looked over at the other girls and saw that they were finishing up their breakfast and walking out, Sydney and Alex were about to join, but then I felt a touch on my shoulder "Tobin you coming?" "Where are you all going?" I asked Alex staring into her Ocean Blue eyes. "Well Sydney has to go because she's heading out with Abby, so you wanna hang out now?" It was my moment, it was just Me and Alex. I could finally hang out with her, and just her. "Sure, let's go up to my place."
Before walking into my hotel room I asked "Hey, uh you need to stop by your room and get anything..." "Mhm, nope. I've got my phone and my hotel key, that's all I need" she chuckled. I opened the door and held it open for her then closed it. "So..how's a movie sound?" I didn't know what else to do...I wasn't such an expert at dat— I mean friendly hang out time, didn't sound quite the same, but better than a date. "Sure, how about a Horror Movie!" She offered with a smile. "Uh sure I'm gonna search some up on demand" it took me a while to look for a movie, "Ah Ha! How about this one it's called 'Paranormal Activity: The Marked Ones' " "Yes!" Alex seemed to have been a huge fan of Horror Movies. I stood up and shut off the lights then sat up against the back of the bed and pulled over the blanket, she had done the same. "I like this, it's been a while since we have spent time together" a smile grew on my face when I heard that. "Yeah, that's true, I like this a lot."
After almost an hour of watching the movie she put her head on my shoulder and I turned bright red, I felt nervousness flow in me. It was bad. "I love you." I was finished, I couldn't feel anything. I didn't know what to say, should I say it back? Yes Tobin, say it 1..2..3... "I love you too, Alex." Her head rose faster than a cheetah chasing her food. "What?" I thought I messed everything up, I thought my life was ruined..."Tobin, what did you say?" I turned and looked at her...I could feel my face it was burning, I must've been bright red, oh no. "Uh, Uh what are you talking about...I said nothing" she saw the lies in my eyes "Alright! I'm kidding, I said I loved you" she pulled the blanket off and sat on top of me. "Alex...what are you doi—" she put a finger on my lips. "Tobin...Me and Servando are divorcing. Your probably wondering why, well because I don't love him and I love you..." I felt someone shaking me and trying to wake me up. "TOBIN!" Alex yelled in my ear. "AH! What! What! What's going on!?" I woke up to a dark room and turned over to look at the time it was already 3:36 in the afternoon. "Tobin the movies been over, and you've been asleep!" I looked up to her and laid back covering my face. I can't believe I dreamed about something like that, am I really that in love with her... "Tobin what's wrong? You look sad." I was, I was feeling horrible, knowing that she's with someone that doesn't love her as much as I do. "I don't know..I can't explain" she looked me straight in the eyes and said "You can explain anything to me, trust me" I trusted her obviously, like why wouldn't I. So I began trying to explain. "Well, I've been in love with someone for like about the past year now, and every time I speak to them or hear their voice, I fall more in love with them, it's getting worse every single day, really worse!" She of course asked the question I never wanted to answer.."Who is it?" I couldn't lie, I had to just admit it now..."Alex, i-i-it's you..." I was done. "Me?" Her jaw dropped. "Yeah, you."
