the lone souldger

chapter ten continue..

               

Criss's prov

I was just talking to jazz when talen came rushing in looking distraught and worried he kept saying mummy hurt mummy hurt and ran back out I followed him and saw jaimi laying on the ground unconscious with a bloody nose.

I called her dad and I carry her inside to the garage and into her fathers car I yell at jack to call the hospital to say that we are coming and it is serious he begged to come with I didn't have time to argue so I let him come and place talen next to her in his car seat he looks worried as she stirs and yelps in pain as more blood rushes out of her nose.

As I pull up at the hospital I tell jack to take talen somewhere else till jaimi wakes up and I rush her into the emergency room.

I feel her stir from her sleep as I lift my head from the edge of her bed '' criss ''is all she manages to get out ''yeah bub I am hear I reply annoyed that she has to go through this '' what happen and why am I at hospital ''

I was sceptical at frist to answer but instead I just said there is nothing sereiours hoping that she would belive me but knowing her she wont and she is worried about talen as I assure her that he is fine I can see the clogs working over in her mind trying to go over what happpend before she woke up in the hospital bed when a worried look crosses her face and the I know that she has figured out what has happened she asks me if she is pregnant .

I cant lie to her so I knod and she starts to freak out and turns away''sorry she whispers before she nods of to sleep I tell her that I love her and its ok we will talk about it later when in truth is isn't  I hate my self for what she has become but  I hate my brothers more for what the made her suffer'' .

I will kill them baby I promise you that I promise her as I lay own beside her and hide my face in her hair.

The next morning I am the frist to wake and I am careful not to disturb the tubes that are attached to jaimi as I go down to the cafeteria.

I get a flash back to when I snuck into see her after she had talen and I stayed by her side and gave her the hospital food tastes like shit.

But what is even more shit is that jaimi is pregnant again and it might not even be my kid it may be that fucking asswhole of an ex best mate I want to kill him for what he subjected her to when he took her but it wasn't all his fault it was also jaimis for leading him on and she did decide to have sex with the idiot.

, I think I know understand how jack feels when he found out about his girlfriend fucking me behind his back and how hard it is for her to chose one or the other but knowing jay she will chose  who ever is better for talen and keep them happy rather than her self because she is just so selfless and caring .

the cafeteria lady pulled me out of my thoughts as I ordered a decaf coffee and a blueberry muffin for jay as I walked back to the room I heard her stir and yelp in pain I ran into the room to find her on the floor on her side worried .

I ran over to her and picked her up and placed her in a sitting pissition on the bed '' hey sorry I fell of the bed ...
well off my legs it seems I am to weak to stand '' she tried to joke it off but it wasn't working I could see the effect the baby was having on her '' you don't have to be all strong and mighty with me jay.

I know how you are and don't be like that with me ok'' I said '

uhg fine but I am starving so what did u get me she said with weak smile I held up the muffin '' blueberry and white chocolate your favourite '',  I said as I opened the packed and handed it to her ''thanks babe she said as she took a bite. ''so how is my sexy man '' who me well I am here aren't I,
I joked she just gave me the fuck off you idiot raise of an eye brow look and smiled '' yeah talen is good but he is worried about you yeah I know is all she said before she vomited blood all over her self '