"Bleep bleeeeeeeep" ugh I rolled over and turned off my phone sitting up' today is the day I leave the world behind for a while' I say to my self getting up and grabing mine and talens bags I sneek down stairs into the gararge I put then in the boot and head back up .
' what are you doing up so early' I freeze as dad come out of his room' uh just getting ready for the morning I decided to take talen out on a early walk ' he looks at me worryingly but nods and goes back to bed ' all right baby time to get up picking talen up and laying him on my bed I fold his sheets and matress after folding his carry cot I get him dressed and change his nappy all whilst he is still sleeping thank god he is a good heavy sleeper I love that about him he must get that from his dad, I quickly grab a bag and shove his bedding in it and get dressed I throw my tracks on and a lose jumper making my way down stairs.
After rolling the cot into the car I place talen in his seat quietly starting the car I drive to the cottage parking the car in the garage around the back I get talen out and carry him inside laying him I the lounge.
After setteling everything and unpacking I had a quick shower washing my hair shaving my legs once I got out I grabed the black ring box my wallet and the note I called jazz to come and baby sit talen whilst I went in to see criss' hey babe I am sorry im late I just had to run some errands.
' I say entering he was a sleep I quietly walked over to the bed and placed the two on his food tray ' sorry babe I never ment for you to get hurt but I love you more than my whole life please forgive me' .
I swiftly lean down and kiss his lips a tear falls as I straighten ' good bye criss you will always live in my heart there will be no other as I turn to leave I hear a soft sob I turn to see him looking at me a tear escapes as I blow him one last kiss.
' I love you' I whisper shutting out his cries pleading for me to stay ' im so sorry' I rush out to the car and drive to the park where jazz and talen were playing as I pulled up she looked at me .
' oh my god jay what happened' she ran over to me pushing talen in his pram ' its over jazz I broke up with criss' I buried my head in her hair as she hugged me ' come on lets get some ice cream' I followed pushing talen ' mumma why you crying ' I looked down at my angel ' im sorry baby ' I wipe my eyes and sit on a bench whilst jazz got us some ice creams I took him out of his pram.
' look talen baby we need to go away for a little bit ok daddy needs some time to get better' he looks at me sitting on my lap' will daddy be coming with us' I shake my head ' no baby daddy wont be coming with us we are going away to help him get better' okay mummy ' he hugged me I pulled him tighter ' hey look what auntie jazz brought us I say as she handed our cones over' .
what do you say' thankyou' good boy I kiss him on the cheek as he lick his cone' so what you going to do know ' well I think I might travel I have some where to stay and one the babies are born I will hopefully be back here' she looks at me like I am crazy but dosent say anything .
' you know he is going to ask questions once he is out and I am going to cop a lot of them' I look at her guiltily knowing what she says is right ' yeah I am sorry jazz but I am not healthy to be around especially for criss
besides I felt him a note that should explain everything clear enough if not he will have to figure them out on his own pain free' my heart tugged as a memory of us at the doctor flashed in my mind' look I get that your hurting but do you think running away will help him understand' she was right he will never understand that as long as we are together he will get hurt or that one day I will not be able to save him .
' thanks for looking after talen and listening to me blab about shit, you are a friend evey girl should have ' I say hugging her ' this is my new number if you want to contact me anytime' '' thanks jay and we are not just besties we are sisters don't you ever forget that' I smile with one last hug we say good bye as I make my way to the car I hear pounding feet I turn to see her running back smashing into me nearly knocking me over' shit jazz I could have gone into early labour she just laughed at me' go before I tie you up I laugh and put talen in his seat throwing his pram in the back and hoping in the drivers seat ' bye love you I will see you on the other side.
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the lone souldger
Werewolfis about a teenage wolf who is a grade a student but she has changed a lot after her break up with troy the schools hottest boy toy that is until jack the packs newest member comes along and changes jaimi s life for ever wether it is for good or...
