-Selena's POV-
I turned around from Dean to see Logan, but not just Logan. Logan and Rachel...making out. I changed my lifeless expression to a heart broken one. I was truly heart broken. Why? Because here he was. Logan Lerman. The boy who made me mad, fustrated, nervous, uncomfortable, but that's not all what he made me felt. He made me feel loved, even if it wasn't his goal. Oh heck. I knew it surly wasn't. I don't know what his goal was for me. To make me cry, to make me angry, to make me want him. Certaintly not for love. Logan didn't believe in love, but hey, who could blame him? Love seemed so pointless now-a-days.
I kept telling myself to not cry, get over it, he's not worth it. I can't be jealous, I'm not like that. Logan has made my life a living hell. Why should I care? Maybe it was because of that Rachel's done to me. Technically Logan just betrayed me. He knew how much pain she put me threw. He knew. Why was he doing this to me? It's like he did it on purpose. It can't be a coincidence he pops up out of know where kissing the girl he knows I hate. What did I ever do to him? What?
I had so many questions running through my head. I stared at Logan, refusing to take my eyes off him, not even for a second. Once he was done rubbing gums with Rachel, he looked back. I suppose he saw my expression, because he instantly changed his evil smirk to a sympathetic look. As if he were trying to tell me something, something worth knowing. I didn't want to know though. I hate him. I truly know now, I hate him.
I shook my head disapprovingly at him before running off. Incase he bothered to follow, which he probably wasn't, I sprinted. Passed Dean, around millions of students, down the hallway. I looked for a bathroom. I was still getting used to the school, I was at a part which I never really been in before. I heard foot steps behind me and I feared they were Logan's. I picked up my pace and started running faster down what seemed like endless hallways. Stupid highschool.
I found an empty bathroom and stepped in there. Hopefully no one could find me in here. I sat against the wall and picked at my nails. I really just wanted to go home. I decided I would stay in here until it ended. It was bad enough I ditched Dean to go in here, I knew for sure he was going to kill me. Honestly, I didn't care anymore.
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-Logan's POV-
I pushed people out of the way, desperate to get to Selena. What the hell did I just do? How could I be so immature? Why did I seek out revenge so badly?
I tried to get out the door along with another kid. We both confronted each other in the doorway making it harder for us to get out. Once we both got out I turned my head to see it was Dean.
"What are you doing?" I asked him harshly.
"Why should you care?" He spat at me.
"Well if you're looking for Selena then lay off." I rolled my eyes and went in a random direction to start searching for her. Knowing her, she was probably in a bathroom hiding. Typical Selena.
I wandered down the hallway having the great pleasure of Dean following behind me. Why me. I tried to avoid him at all costs but all he did was follow me.
"Do you mind?" I turned around and stopped in front of him.
"No I don't mind." Dean smiled trying to sound smart.
"You're annoying!" I turned myself back around and started sprinting away from Dean. I didn't need his crap.
I finally reached a bathroom. I looked around to make sure no one could see me about to walk into a girl's bathroom. I slowly advanced towards the bathroom and pokes my head inside to see Selena sitting against the wall. She seemed to be interested in her nails. A couple seconds after I walked in her eyes eventually met mine. She didn't look very amused.
"Selena.." I started. I wasn't sure what I was going to say, but I had to clear this up some how.
"Save it Logan." She said before I could manage to explain myself. "Don't worry about me. Just leave me alone."
"We need to talk."
"No, we're done talking. In fact, I'm done with you. Now do me a favor and please exit out of my life." She placed her hands on my chest quickly to push me out of the way. She ran past me leaving the bathroom.
I followed behind her, offended. "Hey what's your problem?"
"What's MY problem? You want to know what my problem is? My problem is you." She yelled loudly. I wouldnt be surprised if everyone in the gym heard her.
"Calm down." I put my hands in the air and slowly brought them down. I tried to signal her to be quiet.
"I'll calm down when you stop being a douche, but you never will. So looks like we're both going to deal with it aren't we?"
"I'm not a douche." I defended myself. "I'm not."
"Oh stop lying to yourself. Every girl in this school could admit you're one."
I was getting fed up with her crap. I made a fist with my right hand and glared at her. "I swear to god Selena. I'll-"
She interrupted me. "You'll what? Huh? What?"
I stuttered to find the right words to say.
"What haven't you done to me already?" She said, her face showing sadness rather than anger.
"SHUT UP!" I finally screamed causing her to flinch back.
"NO!" She yelled. "THIS ISN'T ME FAULT LOGAN. YOU BETRAYED ME. YOU FREAKING BETRAYED ME OUT THERE. FOR NO REASON. NO REASON AT ALL! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID TO YOU AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS. THE FACT IS, YOU KNEW IT WOULD HURT ME. YOU TRIED TO HURT ME. THAT'S THE POINT. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU'RE SO PERFECT. YOU'RE NO WHERE CLOSE. NOW SCREW YOURSELF. GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND GO BE A FAGGOT SOMEWHERE ELSE! I HATE YOU!" She stepped closer and closer as she screamed this words at me.
I was speachless. All I could do was simply look at her. Her face was dark red, obviously angry again. I causiously stepped back, widening my eyes.
"So now you don't say anything. I'm right, you just can't admit it. Bye Logan." She shook her head at me disapprovingly for the second time tonight and stormed out of the place.
I put my head down sadly. Well I can admit she told me off pretty well. I gloomy walked back into the gym. Music blasted into my ears as I made my way threw the crowds of people. I felt horrible, I just wanted to leave, but I couldn't. Selena would be home. She didn't want to see me, and I couldn't blame her.
I reached the back of the gym. I placed my head against the wall and held myself up with my hands leaning on it. The constant yelling and screaming and people nearly running into me was giving me a major headache. I felt like passing out, I didn't to be here.
I got off the wall and turned around and looked around for Dean. I guess I should probably apologize to him, though he doesn't really deserve it. Everything felt like a blur. I couldn't think straight. I could barley even hear myself think due to the obnoxiously loud music filling my ears.
Once I spotted Dean a couple feet away from me, I ran in his direction, only to stop myself.
It wasn't worth it, nothing was worth it anymore.
-Selena's POV-
I stormed out of the place. I hated Logan. I hated him. I didn't want any part of him. I pushed the door open and exited the school. I got a ride from Harry and Ariana to get there thankfully, but now I was on my own, like always.
I started to slowly walk in the right direction, hoping for some luck. Once I approached a bush something popped out of it, attacking me to the ground.
