uncertain

iii

; his

you were sitting on your usual spot

nasty people
they pushed me

and  I stumbled

you're cheeks turned to a shade of crimson red

when they start teasing us

i looked away, not knowing what to say

should i say sorry?

Or hi?

or what's up?

but I end up saying "ugh" instead

pathetic

your eyes widened for a second, then you smiled

that smile

your smile always hipnotize me

why are you making me this nervous?

bottle of emotions mixing up in my tightening chest

we talked

I didn't have the time

to glance at the watch at that moment

until the sunset arrive

we bid goodbyes,

I smiled

after that day, we became so close.

you said we're already friends

unexplainable pain shoot through my heart

I can even feel the blood dripping from it

you want us to be friends

Is it too much if I ask more than that?

Is it?

いぉヴぇよう my feelings deepened even more. drowning me into your deepest trench. but i don't wanna be save.