From your reader's: Broken

To The Girl My Bestfriend Loves

HEY!!

I know this was not supposedly, the proper greeting you were expecting it to be but. It's been a year since that "INCIDENT" happen.I have to admit that before you enter his life,I already have a special feelings for my bestfriend. Funny, isn't it?

Bestfriends usually end up together,

but it didn't work for us

We both agreed, Mutual Promise you can say, that we'll never fall for each other But I DID
and that thing called Faith played it's ace card on us but mostly on me.
I fell in love with him.

I fell in love with my bestfriend

The Highschool Jock

The Handsome Skater

The Perfect boy

and

The boy who caught
Ella Vin Dieggo's heart

Of course,
I never told him
not wanting to risk anything
in order for me to admit what I really felt.

I thought it was the right thing to do,
but I was wrong
. As I got closer to him,
my feelings turned much deeper.
I want to control it but I just Can't.
And when you enter his life,
I have realized that Love was worth fighting for.

I always wonder that if I just had taken up the risk,
will everything change?

If I took that risk,will he love me the way I love him?

If I took that risk will be more more willing to catch me when I'm Falling?

As the questions started to pile out.
So many ifs?

Wishing I have the answers to those?

And Now Im Hurt.

He have no time for me anymore. but more time on you.I' m not blaming you for all of this.I'n not blaming you for everything.If there is someone who is to blame,it is me.

I already know in the first place that we've never mean't to be together, I firmly believe in

Miracles

but there was none

Maybe someone was much more deserving for "that" miracle

not me.

Maybe my wish of him catching me while falling was all just a

Mistake

Misunderstanding

and mostly an

Illusion

Accepting the truth I still let myself fall for him

And now,Im sending you this letter because there is something I ask you

A FAVOR

To clarify that I'm not here to take him away from you. I loved him,but that was once before .He's all yours now Please,never get tired of him and never repeat the same thing that I did.Always be there no matter what.

He chooses you and I hope you choose him as well

Love him as much as he deserved to be love.

Most importantly,fight for him. Fight for your love.Though forever doesn't exist

I Wish You The Best

Lovingly Yours,
His Former Bestfriend

Ella Vin Dieggo