Until It Happens

Prologue

March 16, 2015

I was lost, counting the precious memories broken in my mind. How did I let this happen? I fell, fell into a trap I could no longer open.

I was mistaken for another, they loved each other. Theories are building, assumptions clearing.

It was all true. I was turned against a wall, his body I felt coming closer. Then and there, I knew it was over.

His words cut through my brain like razors.

"It was never you that I loved."

Time flew so fast that I forgot how fast I ran away from the house, or the pain I felt before.

It was unbearable, yes. It was excruciating, yes. It was hopeless, yes.

This was the part where I should move on, but no. This was the part where my life got worse.

Seeing your best friend, your mirror, your one trust box, betray you right in front of your eyes felt worse than him leaving me.

It all could be summed up in an analogy. Me is to pain as to him is to my best friend. The perfect representation of the Betrayers Scale Model.

But how could I have missed the signs? Was I blinded by the love he tried to use as a cover for his agenda? Was I naive to accept the truth since I first knew?

It was my own fault. It was all clear as glass but I was too happy to notice.

Then and there, it was gone. Love, friendships and him were gone. I was gone, and so was Luke.