Oneshots~[Some Reader Insert] -Requests Closed (for now)-

-Rin x Male Reader-

That Smile..

-Y/N-

"Dude, why do you keep staring at Rin? Do you like him or something?" Bon asked, sounding rather disgusted. I could feel my face heating up at his question, surprised he had noticed I've been looking at Rin a lot lately. 

"W-what!? Of course not! Just the thought of that makes me wanna barf!" I stuttered, hoping that was enough to save my skin. 

"Oh, really? Then why'd you stutter, Y/n..?" Shima smirked, moving his face closer to mine, causing my face to darken even more. 

"I knew you'd turn out to be gay, but why Rin? He's the son of Satan you know!" Bon exclaimed, pushing my embarrassment even further. 

"I'm not gay, and I don't like Rin! You guys are idiots.." I raised my voice, causing everyone's attention to turn to me. 

"Bon, Y/n, do you have something you'd like to share with the rest of the class?" Yukio asked, and I quickly shook my head. 

"No, sir. Sorry for interrupting." Yukio nodded, and turned back to the blackboard, continuing his lesson. Risking a glance at Rin from the corner of my eye, I saw him turn his head away quickly. His cheeks seemed to be rather red, and I don't blame him. I probably embarrassed the poor guy.

"Hey! Hey, Y/n! Wait up!" A familiar voice called out to me. Class was over, and I was on my way back to the guys dorms. I'm currently passing a park, actually. I usually stop here to watch the wildlife, but I don't exactly want to after what happened to day. Halting, I turned around, curious as to who would be yelling at me now. As I watched the figure running towards me, I realized it was Rin. Freezing, I start to feel myself blush, and I quickly try to calm myself down, wishing the redness in my cheeks to leave. 

"What is it, Rin?" I questioned the panting boy when he had stopped in front of me. Giving Satan's son a once over, I noticed how nervous he seemed. He was fidgeting slightly, and had a light pink blush on his cheeks. God, he looked adorable. Yes, that's right. I, Y/n L/n, am attracted to boys. More specifically, Rin Okumura. The boys had been spot on during class, but I wasn't just going to let them know! I'd die of embarrassment.. 

"What was all that about? You know.. during class..?" Rin asked, rubbing the back of his head nervously, still panting slightly. Groaning, I rub my left temple. 

"Just Bon and Shima being idiots. Sorry if I embarrassed you. Kinda lost it for a moment.." I replied, hoping he'd buy it. 

"O-oh, that's all? Okay then! See ya tomorrow, Y/n!" Rin started to walk away, a large smile planted on his face.

That same smile that usually melted my heart.. but it didn't have the same effect this time. Something's wrong. Hurrying to catch up to Rin, I place a hand on his shoulder, making him jump. 

"Hey, are you alright? You seem a little off.." Rin turned around quickly, and spoke so fast I could barely understand. 

"Nono! I'm fine, really! I gotta go though, bye!!" Rin turned around, about to run off, but I grabbed his hand. 

"Like hell, you're fine. Rin, you're face is beat red, and.. and you're shaking! What's wrong??" Suddenly, Rin stopped shaking and stood completely still. Almost like a statue. 

"Rin..?" I questioned him, slowly walking around to stand in front of him. My eyes widen in shock at the sight before me. Rin's eyes are pink, and tears are slowly running down his face. Rin quickly looked down, covering his face with his bangs. 

"Rin, tell me what's wrong.. I can't stand seeing you like this..." I whispered, unsure whether it was okay to hug him, or not. Rin shook his head, and I watched as a tear plummeted to the ground. Giving up on my silent debate, I pulled the smaller boy in for a hug, wrapping my arms around his shoulders. At first, Rin was extremely tense, but he soon gave in, wrapping his arms around me and grabbed onto my back of my sweater tightly, and sobbed into my chest.

After a few minutes, Rin calmed down, but still clung onto me tightly, as if afraid I'd disappear. My heart was beating rapidly, my stomach was full of butterflies, and I could tell my face must be cherry red. 

"Y/n... your heart is beating really fast..." Rin mumbled, barely loud enough for me to hear. 

"I-I uhh.. I.. uhm... sorry...." I stuttered, unable to come up with something smart, or charming to say. We stayed silent for a while, neither of us daring to move or say anything. Finally, Rin spoke. Though, he didn't say anything I wanted to hear. 

"Do you like me?" Rin questioned me, emphasizing the like. 

"W-why would you ask that?" I asked, silently cursing myself for stuttering. Rin pulled away, but still stayed extremely close. The raven haired boy looked up at me, since I'm about an inch taller than him, and cocked his head. He studied me for a few moments. 

"Just curious, I guess.." he mumbled, starting to look around. Shifting my weight, I debated whether or not to tell him. I mean.. what if he rejects me? What if he thinks it's gross? Or.. what if.. what if he says he likes me back? What'll I do then? I'm not very good at asking people out, let alone a guy! But.. it'd probably be better for me to get it out in the open. Shifting my weight again, I nervously glanced at Rin, only to see him staring intently at me. Quickly looking to the side, I stuffed my hands in my front pockets. 

"Yeah.. I like you. I have for a while." 

"Then why'd you lie to the guys?" Chuckling, I gave him a smile. 

"They're always telling me to 'come out of the closet' and trying to figure out who I like. I just couldn't give them the satisfaction, ya know?" Rin nodded thoughtfully, probably trying to figure out how to respond to this new piece of information. "Look, I totally get it if you don't feel the same, but please just say something, this silence is killing me.." I groaned, trying to get Rin to talk. But, thankfully, my blush has left.

A bright smile appeared on Rin's face, and I could feel my heart melting, and the butterflies in my stomach getting rowdy. Jeez, why does he do this to me? Why can't I like somebody else? Why can't I like a girl? Shiemi is nice.. and really pretty... why can't I like her? Suddenly, I felt a pair of lips on mine. Was Rin.. kissing me? Quickly getting over my initial shock, I kiss him back, snaking my arms around his waist cautiously. When Rin pulled away, I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. 

"Does this mean..?" I started to ask, but I couldn't finish my sentence. 

"Be ready by ten am on Saturday. We're gonna go on a date!" Rin smiled brightly, causing my face to turn red. 

"O-okay.." I stuttered, unsure if this was really happening. 

Rin leaned up, kissed my cheek and whispered, "You're mine now.." before running off and waving good-bye. Well, guess I'm waking up before twelve tomorrow...

[Anime - Blue Exorcist]