N.E.W B.E.G.I.N.N.I.N.G.S(Book 4)

❤Sixteen❤

Crystal

I really do hope Fyther and his family come down. I miss seeing his face. Even though he act like he don't want me I know he do. He be calling and texting me sometimes.

Like right now I'm laying in bed and my phone ringing. It was Fy.

Hello." I said into the phone.

"Wassup watcha doin'?" Fyther asked me.

"Nothing just laying down."

"Oh word. You know I'm coming down there right?" His voice is so deep.

"When you coming?" I just hope he don't come while I'm in boot camp and I miss seeing him.

"I don't know. Next month sometimes. My parents thinking about moving down there."

What??? Omg yes I hope so.

"Oh. Well then that's good."

"You don't seem all that surprised. Wassup with you Crystal?" He asked me with a little anger in his voice.

"Nothing man, you just be acting like you don't want me and shit around people, but when we on the phone or alone together. You all up on me. You playing both sides Fy." I said alittle hurt.

He sighed..

"Crys you know how old you are and how old I am? You seventeen years old ma, and I'm about to be 21 how you think that look? I told your stubborn black ass to wait til you 18 so we can make some shit happen. But your ass so hard headed." He was angry now.

I just rolled my eyes.

"Whatever mane. You don't be worrying about my age when you be fucking me though."

"Man bye Crystal. I don't have time for your bullshit." He said then hang up..

I throw the phone down and cried. I just don't understand him. He knew what we was getting into when we started messing around with each other last year. I gave him my virginity, and every since then when him and his family come down he would get a hotel so we can chill together. My parents don't know about it. Nor my brother. The only person know is Kasey.

I just don't like how he do me. That's why I try to mess around with other dudes to get my mind off him. But it don't seen to work.

With him moving down here and in my face..how am I supposed to hide my feelings? This shit sucks.

My phone ringed. I looked it was a text from Fy.

Man why you always gotta trip? You know how I feel about you. You need to just chill the fuck out mane. I'll see you when I get down there.
-My First❤

Fyther like I said before you be trying to play both sides. If you going to be with me, be with me in the opening, not in private. That make me think you a shame of me. If that's the case. I'll just leave you alone and start fucking with other niggas.
-Me

Damn I don't know why I said that for. I know how he feels about me talking to other niggas. Shit. I may have lost him for real now. Oh well. I don't need to be kept a secret.

Oh word?! That's how it is now? Okay. Cool do you. Just lose my number ma.
-My First❤

I didn't even reply back. I don't see what the use is. I just about to enjoy my last day with my family before we go back to that boot camp shit. I hate it there.