Dark thoughts are crossing my mind,
That kind of thoughts that cripple,
I keep hearing them screaming "you're mine",
And the escape road doesn't look simple.
I want to cut, to rip, to make them all bleed,
As my soul is shattering and falls,
I want to make them cry out of pain and scream,
My dream will come true, i will achieve my goals.
I'll prove them all that they were wrong,
When they left me alone, trembling in fear,
They said i'll get better, i must move along,
But they were not there, to witness what i hear.
The voices were loud, but i didn't want to hear,
At first i was afraid of what might they say,
Giving them time to speak, they pierced me like a spear,
And in the end all i wanted was to stay.
The voices were heavy, almost crushing my soul,
Word by word, i learned how to feed on them,
Giving them time, i consumed them all,
I sorted them out, and made my own anthem.
