Blue Business

[12] New plan

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[12] New plan

|Arabelle|

I took him back to my apartment, but it took me twenty minutes of a battle with balance to hold him up as I tried to hail a taxi. When I eventually did, he kept running his fingers up and down my legs just to amuse his drunk self. As soon as we got home, I led him to my bedroom where he stood by the door complaining about how bad he wanted to make out. It was more than amusing, but some part of me knew the moment I start he would probably fall asleep ... I mean, it happened before. Harry kicked his shoes off as I helped him take off his shirt, and then tucked him into bed. Meanwhile he snored off to his dreams, I brushed my teeth and changed into my pajamas before tiptoeing into my bedroom once again to get myself a pillow and covers.

"Belle," His voice croaks, "I want you to sleep with me."

His hand reaches out to me, and I hesitate for a few seconds until I remember how it felt the last time we slept together in bed. My palm slips into his, and I let him guide me under the sheets where he pulled me closer so we were spooning. A soft kiss pressed to my neck before we'd both dozed off. The next day, I woke up to his warm chest pressed to my cheek and I've never felt so relieved. A few minutes have passed, and I was so absorbed by how comfortable I felt to actually get off bed. After about an hour, I feel his hand move off my back and up to my shoulders so I tilt my head back to get a look of his face. Harry smiles lightly, and I secretly hope he remembers what he'd told me last night.

"Hey." He croaks whilst running his eyes with his fingers.

"Hi." I whisper, slowly sitting up with my back facing him.

Please say something. Please say something. I mentally chant, because if he doesn't remember ... I'll force myself to lock my feelings once and for all. I don't have to keep going through this when actually, I have an amazing man offering all that I can wish for. I'd be stupid to keep running after him.

"Why're you so oddly quiet?" I hear him ask, a hand stroking my back.

I take a glance at him, and smile down as I fiddle with my nails. "Do you remember anything at all from last night?"

A moment of silence passes, and his touch shied away. I could feel my heart thumping at my neck, and ears just at the thought that his answer would be a no.

"Remember what?" He finally speaks,

I could hear my heart shattering and tears threaten to spill out my lids so I quickly get off the bed, locking myself in my bathroom. Shit. I pick the clothes that I was wearing yesterday, and sniff them to check if they smelled. Since they smelled perfectly fine, I change my clothes to wearing them and put my socks on before wearing my shoes. I walk over to the sink, and take a look at my self as I run my hands under the warm water. My face got thinner than before, and I looked ugly. I splash the water to my skin to cool me down a bit, using a towel after to dry myself.

"Where are you going?" He asks as soon as I open the door,

"Out." I reply with a cold tone as I waltz out the bedroom.

I could feel him hot on my tracks but it doesn't stop me from grabbing my phone and heading for the door.

"Arabelle!" He yells,