Larry and other 1D one shots bxb

Stressed out

He was gone. He wasnt mine anymore. I had lost him. The love of my life was getting married and it wasnt to me.

Louis Tomlinson was getting married and I was one of his best man.

I ,along with all the larries, thought that when Louis would annouce his marriage it would be to me. We were all wrong.

Louis had propose to Danielle at September 27,2016. Imagine my pain when i woke up the next day and saw it all over the news. Yeah it was a great anniversary gift. Can you sense the sarcasm?

Even though he got engaged there he took a long time to plan the wedding. During that time we would still have our little rendezvous. But instead of being together like old times we spend it arguing. He would get mad because i had my movie co-stars over to rehearse and i would get mad because he was engaged. The difference between oyr arguements was that when i had to kiss another person it was part of a movie screen, when he kissed danielle i could tell he didnt hate it completely.

Finally the dreaded day came. It was the wedding day. December 30th 2017.

Niall had come over the night before and i cried all day. I really thought our love was strong enough to conquer anything. But thats difference between a lovely fairy tale and a harsh reality. Our love didnt triumph, the managment won.

I woke up and grabbed the whisky bottle on my nightstand. Niall wasnt in the bed next to me. He was probably at the church. "Fucking traitor"

I got up and fixed the wedgie my underwear was giving me. I took a swing of liquor and looked at my reflection in the mirror on the wall. My once curly flowy long hair was now tangled dull and knotted. My once lively green eyes were dark and dead. My dimples hadnt made an appearance in a while.

I downed half of the bottle as if it were water. Enjoying the burn spreading down my throat. Im not an alcoholic i just drink to kill whats killing me.

I laughed bitterly at my reflection. I started dialled Louis phone. It was now or never.

"Haz, where are you the wedding is in less than 3 hours . you are my best man and-"

"Shut up louis and listen " i put the phone on speaker and grabbed the guitar thankful for niall teaching me how to play it.

"Give me love like her,
'Cause lately I've been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,

And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, give me love,

Give me love like never before,
'Cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,

You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.