This started when I was six,
A secret that is full of old tricks.
My first friend was also my crush,
Which made me blush.
But then one day it went bad,
And I sealed all the feelings that I had.
The year my mother left me,
In the worst state penitentiary.
My mom and dad were no longer together,
The cause of this was a single pillar.
At that age every thing was a blur,
So I didn't know what was going to occur.
At this time I had no clue,
That I would be stock into a world that's all blue.
As a child, I told myself to be merry,
But now everything seem so dreary.
As a child now starting to learn,
Everything just took the wrong turn.
It was five days before I saw mom,
The one person who saved me from this storm.
Who would have known what was hidden,
Something as small as a baby kitten.
Soon after I got a little sister,
And so little did I miss her.
This is someone I should not miss,
That turned my world into a black abyss.
The person who made my life stressful,
And is not known as beautiful.
From then on I could see the darkness,
That carried me far from bliss.
Just this year I barely know,
Because the next was a worst show.
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Why Me?
PoetryThis story is about why I don't want to live. In the form of peoms I write my tale. To me life is a pain and no one understands what is going through my every thought.