I have decided to, release
For three days I broke my outer peace,
I did not feel like holding in everything anymore,
Because holding in started to break my inner core.
I will speak when spoken to,
Even if they do not listen to me,
These days I won't mess with you,
But they mess with me instead of leaving me be.
So I will give them what has been kept in,
Because they don't know where my mind has been,
I will speak my mind,
If I hold back then I mean to be kind.
After I speak from my heart,
Where will I even start,
Who ever speaks to me after I am done,
Are my real friends to keep alone.
When I kept my feelings inside,
And toss every comment aside,
I would not know who my real friends are,
Because thoughts like these are far.
So I made the decision to see,
Who really want to stay with me,
Even after the real me is exposed,
And no longer have to be diagnosed.
YOU ARE READING
Why Me?
PoetryThis story is about why I don't want to live. In the form of peoms I write my tale. To me life is a pain and no one understands what is going through my every thought.
