His Lolita (Blake Griffin Fanfic)

44. Tell Him

One month later..

Here I was , at LAX waiting for Allyson and DeAndre to arrive so we can leave to Greece. Eddie was in England making appearances for his new movie , he was gonna fly out to Greece later .

Briella stayed with Brynn and her boyfriend. She wasn't so happy about it at first since Brynn had her baby and she didn't want to hear cries but she ended up liking the idea.

"Deej are you comin-" I know that voice..

"Blake?" I ask

"Loren , what are you doing here?" He hangs up his phone

"I am waiting for Allyson, you?"

"Waiting for DJ, are you going to-"

"Greece?"

"Oh" He looks away

What the fuck is this?

I then get a call from Allyson

"Hey where are you? Why is Blake here!" I walk away from him

"Loren , you need to tell him . Me and Deej will take another plane , just please tell him"

"No Allyson! I'm not ready yet"

"Loren it's been more than five months"

"I don't care , it's his fault why it happened anyways"

"Just tell him , I know you're still hurting. I know you Loren , maybe if you tell him you'll feel better"

"I'll tell him , I promise" I say looking at him

"I love you and I just want to see you happy , I know this is preventing you to be happy so I think you should just let him know"

"I'll tell him. I'll see you in Greece"

"Alright , good luck! Love you"

"Love you too" I say hanging up

"Hey so it's just me and you-"

"I got the text! Look just stay away from me" He says walking away from me

"Excuse you? What did I do"

"You ruined my life... Just don't talk to me alright?" He walks away once again

Now how am I suppose to tell him?

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Blake POV

"I think I better let her go
Cause I can't leave you alone
Every day that I'm with her, all I want is you
I wanna leave but I'm afraid
That you don't even feel the same
And now I realize that she ain't you"

I was listening to Chris Brown and I feel someone removing my Beats headphones

"Hey-"

"Sshh!" It was Loren , she was sitting on my lap

"What are you doing?"

"Shut up" She smiles and kisses me

God . How I missed her touch , her lips on mine , I missed her but yet I hate her.

"I love you Blake , don't forget that"

"Blake.. Blake wake up!" I feel someone tap on my shoulder

It was a dream , all a dream.

"Didn't I tell you I didn't want you-"

"Stop it okay? I don't understand why you're so mad?"

"Cause I hate you and now I gotta be in this damn plane with you"

"You don't mean that" Her voice cracks

"I hate you Loren! Now leave me alone" I say putting my headphones back on

"No" she pulls my headphones off

"What the fuck is your problem?" I yell making her jump

"Stop treating me like this" she cries

"I never loved you.. How can someone love you? You killed your mother.." I regret those words right after I noticed what I had just said

"Loren I- I didn't mean that"

"You did" She cried "You know , maybe it was a good thing God decided to take her or him"

"What are you talking about?"

"I- I was pregnant but-" She cried "I had a miscarriage, we were gonna have a family Blake "

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