one day

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One day, I want to be able to look at you without feeling sick to my stomach with regret and anger. One day I want to be able to look at you and not feel so hurt and betrayed. I want to be able to look at you and not think "Why? Why did you give up on me, why did you leave me?" I want to be able to see pictures of you- of us and not start breaking down, everything hitting me all at once. I want to be able to be friends with you without feeling so heartbroken every time I look at you. One day I want to be able to look into those beautiful lake blue eyes that I used to drown in daily, and say "you were everything that I wanted; but you are not what I need anymore. And that I honestly do hope you're happy with your life, I just wish that happy could be with me."

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 30, 2015 ⏰

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