oh, leo.
i don't think i cried at all today.
not once. for the first time in a long time. you could look at it as a good thing, i suppose.
to me, though, it's a bad thing.
with no more tears to cry, i just feel empty. i've sort of become like a robot now, you know?
i go about my daily tasks without thinking - just doing. i feel sort of lost inside. like i'm searching for something, and i'm really close, but at the same time i'm not. and it's agonizing.
i need you, leo. more than ever now, i think.
alice
