HI :):) heh i know its been a while since i posted I'm sorrrrrrrrryyyyyy but I didn't know what to write anyway read and enjoy :):)
This story contains violence/drugs/underage drinking/graphic scenes/rape/swearing/girl-girl so if you don't like that i suggest that you don't read it :) :) sorry about any spelling errors or anything like that.
(Olivia's POV)
I'm still sitting on the floor, to shocked to believe what she just did. T-that was just to cruel. I'm too pathetic it sitting here shaking on the verge of crying all because she told me what I already knew, that she hates me. The sad thing is I t-think I already love her. I gently use my hands too push my-self up, then walked downstairs back to the other room.
(Fastforward downstairs)
"Where is she" Mr Morgan demands
"S-s-she didn't answer m-maybe she is a-asleep" I stutter
"Hmph wouldn't surprise me, shes so lazy all she does is sit around all day, that's why we don't give her an allowance. You don't get money for nothing, isin't that right dear"
"Yes honey"
It was quiet for a few minutes while no-one said anything
"Are you alright honey?" my mum suddenly questions me
"W-what" I look up at her startled
"Sweetie your quiet flushed"
"O-oh I ah feel a little sick, would it be alright if we go home now"
"OO baby of course we can"
We said our goodbyes and left, we crossed the street and we were home.
"Sweetie are you ok, would you like me to get you anything"
I look back at my mum, she looks worried I feel bad for lying to her but I can't talk to her about this.
"I-I'm just going to go to bed"
"Ok sweetie, If you need m just call me ok"
"Ok"
"Goodnight sweetie"
"Night mum"
I walk down the hall to my room, lay down on my bed I don't feel like changing my clothes. I should hate her but I just can't, tears are rolling down my checks as I cry myself to sleep.
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(Next morning Friday at school)
"Come on Olivia how long are you going to ignore me"
I turn my head and look the other way, sip my banana smoothie my mum made me for breakfast when something jumps on my back and I stumble forward, right into another body, I'm pushed violently back if Mackenzie haden't caught me I would have fallen on my backside. I look up into the angry eyes of none other then Sofia Morgan. Why is she so mad I don't think I bumped her to hard
"I----"
"What the fuck? Is there something wrong with you, or are you just a fucking retard?!"
Why is she holding her arms out like that, I look down ohh no no no no no no I must have dropped my smoothie on her when I fell forward.
"I-I-I-I'm s-s-s-s-s-s-sorry"
"God your so pathetic"
"I-I didn't mean to i-i-I'm s-s-sorry p-please don't hate me more I-"
"H-hate you"LAUGH" I don't hate you-"
"Really?" I'm shocked
"Of coarse"
I'm so happy I thought she despised me, I smile a little.
"I don't care enough about you to hate you"
My smile fades
"So stay the hell away from me freak"
I finally notice all the other students when I hear there laughter, some are even recording this, how can they it's not funny. I didn't notice I was crying till Mackenzie pulled me away and wiped my eyes.
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(After school-7:30pm)
(Sofia's POV)
Humming softly this is a nice spot. When you sit on this high hill the wind blows gently and it seems like the stars shine brighter here. Sometimes I like to come up here to play music or sing
Sigh I mad her cry I guess I rally am a bad person after all. I pick up my guitar and play it.
How many times will the clock go around
How many times can my hands hit the ground
How many coffins before there's a crown
How far will I fall til the alarm sounds
How come you love me when I am ugly
Guess I can only hope
Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go
No matter the weather there's never a break
Conquer a ladder then slip on a snake
Cried til my river turned into a lake
And I'm wondering now before its too late
How come you save me when I am angry
Reasons Ill never know
Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go
One to five I'm half alive, six to nine I'm out of line
Ten to twelve I'm not myself, by the millionth time
I cry.
Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go
Dont let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go
Give me a second go
Give me a second go
Again
Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
*I DON'T OWN THIS SONG)*
I put my guitar down, lean my head in my hands and laugh bitterly, this was a really fucked up time to realise I don't want her to leave me alone.
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(At Morgan residence 3:30am)
"Where have you been young lady"
"SHIT" I jump Jesus what kind of freak sits in the dark waiting for someone to come back
"It is repulsive for a lady to swere, I suggest you don't repeat the mistake"
Yes he suggest it heh more like threatens
"I was watching stars, I guess I feel asleep"
"You guess?"
"Yes"
"Tomorrow night you will be participating in the talent show, I want you to pick a nice song out to sing"
"Yeah"
Wait did he say--
"What"
"I said Tomorrow night you will be participating in the talent show"
"NO BLOODY WAY"
He just raises his eyebrow condescendingly
"There's is no way i'm going to play in some stupid talent show"
"I have told you once do not swere and you will participate or the school will expel you"
"What why?
"
"For the barbaric way you treated that Mayla girl"
"O-Olivia"
"Yes"
"Then let them expel me i don't care"
"Then you will be home schooled with tutors----"
"FINE"
"And you will have music lessons with your old piano teacher"
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
"WELL"
"W-what"
"Which will you do"
"I-I-I'll do the talent show tomorrow morning"
"Good. Go to bed then it's late"
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(Morning of the talent show)
(Olivia's POV)
"Did we really have to come it's going to be sooooooo boring"
"No its not its going to be fun Liv-"
"OW" Why do I have too keep bumping people
I glance up in shock
"S-Sofia!" I gasp
She looks down at me when she hears me and the look in her eyes makes me step back.
"Uh I-"
She just looks away and walked into the school auditorium.
"That was strange"
"AA yeah"
"Oh well lets go in"
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(HALFWAY THROUGH TALENT SHOW)
"Argh will it never end"
"SHHHH"
Oops guess I spoke to loud
"Next up we have Sofia Morgan shes going to sing for us"
I watched her walk on the stage to the eye she seems confident an strong but a I feel like shes shy and scared?.
"Yeah like he said I'm gonna sing and since my fathers the one who told me to sing I'm going to dedicate this to him. Enjoy.
"I have a bad feeling" I whispered
"Why"
Guess I wasn't quiet enough.
"I-I don't know"
The smile on her face looks kinda twisted, shes not happy I don't think she really wants to sing. Well may as well listen.
One night to you
Lasted six weeks for me
Just a bitter little pill now
Just to try to go to sleep
No more waking up to innocence
Say hello to hesitance
To everyone I meet
Thanks to you years ago
I guess I'll never know
What love means to me but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy
Left my childhood behind
In a roll away bed
Everything was so damn simple
Now I'm losing my head
Trying to cover up the damage
And pad out all the bruises
To young to know I had it
So it didn't hurt to lose it
Didn't hurt to lose it
No but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way
Now I'm numb as hell and I can't feel a thing
But don't worry about regret or guilt cause I never knew your name
I just want to thank you
Thank you
From the bottom of my heart
For all the sleepless nights
And for tearing me apart yeah yeah
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long, long, long, long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy
Cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy
*(I DON'T OWN THIS SONG)*
Shes Amazing, there's no sound in the auditorium for a few minutes then people applaud. sigh does she have to be perfect at everything.
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