Too Clumsy For You ( Lee Taemin fanfic )

--chapter 11

So many things ran through my mind.

Things like "what were they doing and what were they talking about?" I couldn't help but feel jeleaous of Sulli and mad at myself for making them go with each other.

I shrugged off those wierd feelings and questions and thankfully made it through my day rather successfully if I do say so myself. I waked to the library after school instead of walking home with Taemin which he tried to insist on me doing.

I sat down quietly and sighed laying my head down on my arm. I fell into a slumber when I felt a warm air hit my face. I slowly flickered my eyes open and saw a smiling Taesun looking at me.

I jumped up and grabbed where my heart should be. "Aigoo. You scared me Taesun-ah." I exclaimed sighing and closing my eyes. "Mianhae," he replied giggling. "You can call me oppa if you'd like." He continued. "Oh..okay...oppa." I mumbled feeling my face get hot.

"Why were you so close to me?" I asked raising an eyebrow. "I wasn't about to kiss you! I swear! Taemin always says you're pretty, so I wanted to see what he sees in you." Taesun explained to me. His answer seemed accurate so I believed it.

"Did you find what he sees?" I asked raising an eyebrow and smirking. "Yeah I found it," Taesun laughed and nodded. "Wow. That's great because I can't," I explained and laughed. The librarian "shushed" us and I ust rolled my eyes at her.

I really didn't want to go home, so I was hoping Taesun would ask to do something with me. And to my luck, he did. "Want to go to the mall?" He asked me getting suddenly excited and rising out of his seat. "Sure," I answered getting up to my feet and following him.

We got to the mall and I ended up spending 200 dollars on stuff from Hottopic. "Well, I didn't know you liked things like....this," Taesun smiled and held up a shirt I bought with a zombie unicorn with it's face falling off. "I love this kind of stuff! But I also love cute things." I explained on our way home.

"Sun Hwa and I are home!" Tesun yelled as we walked into the house at 7:00. Luckily I didn't have homework. "Shh. Mom is asleep." Taemin whispered to us.

I suddenly felt sad once Taemin said the word mom. "I'll be upstairs in my room." I bowed my head and began to go upstairs. "Are you not hungry?" Taemin asked me. "No, I'm not that hungry. Thanks though." I gave a small smile and walked upstairs.

"I miss my mom." I mumbled to myself and felt my eyes sting with warm salty tears. Instead of leaving them in, I let them all out. I felt them slip into my slightly parted mouth and after a while I stopped once I heard knocking at my door.

"C-c-come in," I stuttered quickly whiping my tears. A sad and worried looking Taemin walked into my room. "A-a-are you okay," He nervously asked. I hesitated for a bit until a replied with, "yes."

Taemin smiled slightly as he walked over to me and sat next to me. "No you're not." He sadly answered and gently pushed my head into the crook of his neck. "Keep crying." He told me strictly.

"W-w-what? N-no." I quickly said to him. "Yes." He blankly said and continued on. "You can't hold it in. I know there are still more tears that need to come out of you Sun Hwa." He sighed and stroked my hair.

I did as Taemin directed me and cried. At first they only slowly came out, but within a few minutes I was bawling. Taemin kept stroking my hair and he layed down pulling me with him. I layed my head on his chest and he patted my back as I got to the point of choking on my own tears.

"I'm so pathetic," I whined to Taemin as we both sat up. "No! No you're not. You're amazing. I'd feel the same way if this were to happen to me. And I'm never pathetic so you know." Taemin scolded me. I giggled and smiled up at Taemin since I was so much shorter than him even as we were both sitting down. "Thank you." I told Taemin and pecked him on the cheek. I wasn't going to lie to myself and say I didn't still like Taemin. I know I do. After I kissed him on the cheek I pushed him out of my room slightly and said goodnight.