A Love To Fight For (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 10

My body and mind froze when his lips found mine.

I don't know what to do, should I stop him? But I didn't want him to, as sick as it was I kind of liked how soft his lips were and how good they felt on mine.

I mentally slapped myself, no King this is wrong you shouldn't be doing this.

I quickly pulled away from him, he looked stunned at his own actions.

I jumped up quickly to leave. I had to get out of here.

"Wait!"He grasped my are, but I easily broke through.

"Im Sorry, please don't leave."He yelled again.

I sighed as I heard the sadness in his voice.

It hurt my heart oddly, and I felt something I never felt before, not for a women and definitely not for a man.

And that made me angry, how could one dumb ass kiss change things so quickly.

"Just stop Rowan."I warned.

"Why won't you talk to me!"He asked, following as I made my way out the house.

I had to get away.

He followed me.

That angered me even more.

"I'm not some fag like you are!"I yelled in his face. A look of hurt flashed through and I couldn't but feel bad."I don't like you, so stop touching me, stop looking at me, and matter of fact don't even talk to me!"I yelled at him. He looked frozen as he just stood there,not moving a muscle.I shook my head and walked away, walking away from the only boy I'd ever loved.

Love?

Did I really admit to loving Rowan? Did I love Rowan?

It's crazy.

I ran down the street only to turn around to see Rowan staring at me. With a saddening look across his face.

I felt weird, my inside felt as it they were twisting up, and my heart beat quickened.

What the hell is wrong with me!

I groaned in aggravation.

Just as I thought things could get worse, Mrs.Kyles was calling me.

I had no choice but to answer the phone.

"Hello."I huffed, still out of breath.

"King I have great new!"She yelled in my ear.

I wanted to roll my eyes, her great news really won't be as great, it never does.

"I found them, I found your parents."I had to stop jogging for that.

If it wasn't one thing, its another.

"What?"I asked again for clarification, even though I understood every word that came out her mouth.

"King I found your parents, Maria Lopez and Cesear Lopez and your two sisters Semara and Selena."Then came my headache.

Family, I had no family not how not ever, especially not when I just rejected Rowan less than ten minutes ago.

I began to rub my temple with my other free hand."I can't do this right now."I growled and hung up the phone.

I put my phone on silent and threw into my pocket.

When did my life become so difficult, Oh Yeah the day I was born.

Life was so simple when I was with Kenny, I didn't have to go to school, I never had to worry about anything but myself, and I never questioned my sexuality.