I held her hand tightly every so often wiping my tears that fall on her. I'd been by her side for hours. The doctor told me I could stay till 11 pm even after I had begged to stay longer.
"Things should have been different" was all I had been able to say the past few hours.
"You should have tried to make an effort. I tried but you just pushed me away" I cried into my arms not caring who heard me. Everyone close to me seemed to leave me. I didn't want to be alone but all I have ever really been was alone. My days become my nightmares.
The only person who gave me hope didn't even know I existed. I was all alone and once again afraid.
I watched Cam videos till I fall asleep, hoping everything was just a bad dream
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Hope
FanfictionWill I ever be able to move on from my past and meet my idol This story is dedicated to Ella. You'll always be my little princess
