---after 1 year in New Jersey(summer)---
I was about to change my top when someone entered the room ..
" what was that at your back?!" I can feel anger in his voice as he shout
" obviously a tattoo." said I while I continue undress myself.
" whats that at your belly?! piercing!? " Tristan grabbed me
" having 10 pierce in your ears?! is that what you call a decent woman ?!!!" said he
I didn't answer him , I just continue dressing myself .
I turned my hair from black to blonde & straight to curl. I bought some make ups . I bought shorts , tops , dresses and accesories.
I'm now wilder than before .
after I dress my self I went straight to the counter of our kitchen and started to sip my cigarette.
wearing this heavy eyeliner to cover up my sad eyes . I'm smoking . and guess what?
I can't leave without this cigarettes.
"Shob , I brought you here to become happy not to become rebellious." said Tristan . I looked at him
"you want me to be happy ? :)" I paused for a moment
" SURE !! " then I walked away .
"where are you going? " asked Tristan
"at the bar ! Im gonna smoke ! dance ! drink and everything !!! THATS WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY !" I shouted
"but thats---" I didn't let him finish his sentence ,started to walk away ..s
"SHOBAA!" he shouted with full of authority but I didn't mind him
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" one bastard trilogy please."
"here's your bastard trilogy ma'am en---"
nanlaki ang mata ng bartender ng hinalikan ko siya .
inilayo ko ng kaunti ang aking mukha at ningitian siya . "thanks."
the music plays so loud that it makes me wanna dance ! feels like the dancefloor keeps on calling me.
"here maam . please enjoy."
I was just sitting in the counter while drinking and smoking , I feel oh so damn happy !!!!!!! wearing this kind of shorts , heels & everything makes
me happy.
I stood up and went to the dancefloor .
I danced and danced !!!!
smiling while dancing !!
I danced wild , wilder & wildest . !!
I feel drunk .
I grabbed the guy at the back and started kissing him , TORRIDLY !
until I feel him respond with my kisses . I moved my body closer . our kiss last for 5 minutes .
I released him and turned around , I was about to kiss the other guy when the someone grabbed me out of the place.
