Shattered and Broken || Kaneki Ken x Reader

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People never got to her, or her strong exterior-- in case you're wondering who this is, it's [Last Name] [Name]. She was a tough person who could hold her ground, yet she was purely innocent. Her popularity seemed to grow every minute, but she truly only liked [Best Friend's Name]. There was another friend she had outside of school, Kirishima Touka, who was a bit younger than her. [Name] was eighteen and hear just started the University of Tokyo.

Most guys hit on her and tired to impress her, but she merely shrugged them off. To her, they were pathetic, self-loathing bastards who'd fuck her, then leave her. But there was one certain male with black hair that caught her attention. He loved the works of Takatsuki Sen, who [Name] also adored and read the books of. But of course, she wouldn't bring herself to speak with him, for she might make a fool of herself.

That was, until the certain someone held a bouquet of flowers in front of her, blushing. "[N-Name]-Chan... I like you," he stuttered, blushing as he held out the flowers. For a moment, she stares at the bouquet, then Kaneki, wondering why he had suddenly asked. Had he liked her all along, or was it some lucky coincidence? She blinked a few times before blankly saying, "Why?"

"B-Because... I like everything about you!" He blurted out, his face redder than the roses he had. [Name]'s own face fluttered pink, but she brushed it off as she sighed. He then handed her the flowers, and looked at the ground, mumbling, "Bye, [N-Name]-Chan!" With that, he ran off into the complex of books (you were currently in the library), leaving her confused, yet happy. Suddenly, she felt a familiar presence as a familiar voice creepily spoke, "So, [First Inital]-Chan (1), it seems that you made a friend."

Shireking a bit since she had been caught off-guard, [Name] turned to see [Best Friend's Name], who was giving a cheeky grin. Her face flushed red as she turned away, protesting, "Y-Your head is in the clouds!" [Best Friend's Name] rolled her eyes, then crossed her arms as the smile never faltered. "Anyway, [First Initial]-Chan, I thought maybe we could go to that new cake store tonight," she mimicked, poking [Name]'s cheek. The female shook her head, saying, "I'm just going out for coffee again, then I'm heading home."

Giving a long "aww", [Best Friend's Name] waved to [Name], then left the college. Sighing a bit, [Name] tried to look like her usual, confident self, but couldn't after the event. Whenever most guys say "I like you" or "Let's go out" to her, she instantly turns them down. But with Kaneki, she just couldn't help but feel... weird. Shrugging it off, [Name] headed off to home, passing by a familiar café-- Anteiku.

There was an old man out front, sweeping up, when he suddenly noticed the (h/c) haired girl. "Ah, [Last Name]. You really should take the offer to work here," he said, making her roll her eyes. "Not a chance, Yoshimura-San. I told you, I'm still getting through the emotional phase," she said, continuing to walk. Glancing up, [Name] noticed a familiar male working at the counter, making a cup of coffee.

For a moment, she stared, but quickly passed, heading towards a small, but decent house. When [Name] entered, she was greeted by a bear hug, a gentle, yet loud voice booming, "[Name], you're finally home!" The girl looked up to her father, sighing as she spoke, "Father, I haven't been gone that long."

"Seven hours is a long time for me! Make it eight if you include the trip home!" He bellowed, then released his daughter from the tight grip. [Name] internally sighed, looking at her father, who was a proud member of the CCG. He had one-hundred and thirty-two confirmed ghoul kills, and an impressive quinque to show off. Heck, [Father's Name] was even more skilled than Mado, who was in the special rank.

Shrugging a bit, [Name] headed up the stairs and to her bedroom, searching through her closet for some clothes. When she finally found something comfortable to wear at home, she headed to the bathroom and started the shower. As she waited for it to heat up, all she could think about was Kaneki and his cute face. Realizing what she had thought, [Name] gently slapped her cheek, then stripped her clothes off. She stepped into the shower, the hot little beads pricking and seeping into her skin.

Letting out a relaxed sigh, the (h/c) haired female began to wash her body. After she finished cleaning herself, she stayed in a bit longer. That was, until her father called for her and she sighed, stepping out. [Name] quickly dried herself, then changed into sweat pants and oversized shirt. On the shirt, which was a present from her father, it read, "I <3 Tokyo".

She headed down the stairs and to the kitchen, which there was a small pot of curry. [Father's Name] was sitting there, his usual smile across his face. The two of them slapped their hands together, yelling, "Itadakimasu!" They then both began to dig in, enjoying the delicious curry. After finishing, [Name] excused herself to bed, quickly rushing back upstairs.

Thirty minutes later, [Father's Name] went to bed, which made the girl sigh. She snuck out of her room, carefully sneaking to the bathroom. On the way, the noises of her sleeping father were quite noticeable. Entering the bathroom, [Name] quietly shut the door, then walked to the toilet.

Sighing, she kneeled in front of it, tilting her head back. [Name] then took her index and middle finger, shoving them down her throat. It all came up in one load, and when she finished vomiting, she flushed it away.

Standing and turning on the sink, [Name] splashed some water onto her face. She looked in the mirror, and her sclera already started turning black. Slapping herself, she looked in the mirror again, seeing her normal (e/c) eyes. Tears were forming, and she threw herself onto the sink, crying.

She wondered why she had to live life as a ghoul. It just didn't seem fair. Continuing to cry, her father suddenly bursted in, worried. "[Name], what's wrong?! Are you pregnant?!" He whisper-shouted. Wiping her eyes, she shook her head, croaking out, "Just felt a bit sick, that's all."

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"[N-Name]-Chan!" A familiar voice called out, and the young woman turned to see Kaneki. Her eyes rolled as she thought, Ugh, this guy again? He panted, placing his hands on his knees as he gasped for air. "I-I was wondering..." he wheezed, and [Name]'s eyes narrowed. Her arms crossed over her chest, and she spoke, "What do you want?"

Again, the male panted, the blurted out, "I want to go on a date with you!" For a moment, you merely stared, before letting out, "EHHHHH?!"

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Hai, hai. Wazzup? Just writing a Kaneki Ken x Reader story, nuthin much.

Anyway, I didn't spend much effort on it, sorry. Wondering about why you're a ghoul, but your dad is human? READ TO FIND OUT!

That sounded like bad advertising...

1) [First Initial]- The first initial of your first name.