Suicide

2:New School?

***Flashback***

"Honey come down here please. Just for a moment?" Ughhh really why couldn't she come up here? It is my weekend. The only days when I can relax and be my self without being made fun of. "I'm coming!" "Are you happy I am down here so what do you want"
"Well grouch I was informing you that I will be switching you to another school Monday so there. Now slut go back to your room and cut yourself."

I stomp furiously up the stairs and into my room. SLAM!! I slam the door to my room and lay in my bed where I end up crying myself to sleep.

***Dream***

I am in a school at least I think. I hear a loud ring. It must be the bell. That's when I turn around to see me storming past me and going outside. I decide to follow myself but when I go out the door everything around me disappears and I'm falling. Screaming as I go down. Everything is in slow motion. "NOOOOOO, DON'T I LOVE YOU" and that's all I hear before I hit something dreadfully cold. So cold that it stings and feels hot.

I wake up panting. I rub my tear stained face. Wait had I been crying? I get up and look in my bathroom mirror. I had been, in my sleep. Wait the dream, what did it mean? What am I saying it was just a dream. I get back in bed. Just, Only a dream..... Right?