As I lay down and think about the people I've met, that I rarely talk to anymore..and I wonder why..why did they stop talking with me...maybe was it was me who pushed them away...so I did some more thinking and I realized...I do push people away...I don't know why I do it...it just seems I don't want people to know the real me..or that I'm afraid of what they'll think if they know the real me....There's only one person that I haven't pushed away..and I feel like i am...and I don't want to...I love her to much to lose her....
