Once Upon A Time An Unexpected Miracle

Goodbye

Killian's POV
I wake up in the same hospital and when I try to get up, I realize that I'm handcuffed to the bed. Great. Been there. Done that. The nurse comes in and I demand for her to take off these handcuffs.
"How long has it been since you drugged me?," I demand.
"It's been a few hours," she rolls her eyes.
"Well, an I go see my Swan?," I get anxious.
She thinks about this for a moment and I see sympathy in her eyes.
"Listen....I know that you really want to see your wife, but I'm not supposed to let you out yet because the doctors think you're crazy so they don't want you out," she starts.
She must've seen the sadness in my eyes because she says,"But your wife is allowed visitors right now, so you may see her," she says.
My eyes light up with happiness.
"Just don't tell anyone that I'M the one that let you out," she warns.
I nod and she unlocks the handcuffs. I thank her and run out of the room like a bullet.
Room 223
Room 223
Room 223
I keep saying it to myself so I don't forget it.
216
218
What if she's not okay?
221
224
What if she- no stop Killian. Don't think like that.
22-
Wait a minute.
I passed it!! 
I go back to 223.
I run through the door and what I see breaks my heart into a million pieces. My Swan is laying on the bed covered in scars and bruises and cuts. She looks terrible. I want to cry but I have to remember to be strong for her.
I walk over to the bed and hold her hand. The monitor thingies don't look good or maybe it's my lack of information on monitors in general.
I squeeze her hand and stroke her hair.
"Swan. I know you're in there. Please I love you and I need you. Don't leave me now. You bring light into my life and reminded me every day what I was living for. I'm sorry that this happened and I'm sorry that I didn't do enough for you. I'm sorry," I kiss her hand then her head.
"I'm not going anywhere," I whisper.

A few hours later
I fell asleep on the chair next to her bed still holding her hand. I'm not leaving her no matter what. An hour ago, everyone came in and started crying. They left because they were too upset. But I stayed. I can't leave her again. I haven't done enough and it's the least I can do. Then, one of the monitors start beeping loudly. That's when I'm shoved out of the room when the doctors all come in.
Another hour later
They pushed me out of the room despite all my pushing. But I was too tired and delirious and I was outnumbered.
I sit with my head in my hands.
Then someone sits next to me but I honestly don't care who it is.
It's Charming.
I wait for him to lecture me that this is all my fault and it is.
"Killian...this isn't your fault"
I look up,"Of course it is! It was my idea and-"
He cuts me off, "You didn't know what would happen," he reassures me.
"If I've forgiven you, so can she even if it wasn't your fault," he says.
The doctor comes out before I can say anything else. He looks sad at the two of us.
"She's not doing so well. I'm sorry. You may be with her when...," he trails off.
I rush into the room and she's connected to tubes and more machines. I sit in my original spot next to her in the chair and grab her hand again.
"Swan no. Don't leave me again. I don't know what I'd do without you. You're everything to me. My happy ending. I'm sorry. This is all my fault. I'm sorry," I can't hold it back anymore. The tears are flowing freely down my cheeks.
The beeper isn't showing her heartbeat anymore.
It's going completely straight now.
She's gone
A/N: helloooo!! I'm such a bad person! I warned you! 😈 I know you guys hate me now and I'm sorry! How was your Halloween! Im
Sorry I couldn't update yesterday I was really really busy, but at least I updated twice extra last week! I just wanted to remind you guys NOT EVERY STORY HAS A HAPPY ENDING
STAY SUNNY ☀️
(Even though you just read this)