Perilous ! (A Jason McCann Love Story) Under New Construction

Chapter Nineteen : "I'm Not A Fucking Miracle Worker"

*Ashton's P.O.V*

"Shit!" i cursed under my breath as i ran my fingers heavily down through the back of my hair and then grabbing near the middle , releasing my head back with a groan . I know my parents are worried and i would if my child was running around with some .. well in their case lunatic . But i know Jason , a different Jason than everyone else . A Jason that saved my life , saved me from myself . If it wasn't for him , i don't know what i would be doing right now ? Stuck up in my bedroom trying to reason with myself on why i still exist i guess .

"Babe , don't worry we'll sort it!" Jason lowered his hands for me to calm down . If anything , i would have thought he would be the one to flip out on this , not me . His chestnut hair standing on end , his chocolate pools of desire glowing at mine . The amount of protection and safety he keeps around me seems to be strong but in reality , i know he never has a clue what really to do .

"Calm down ? You want me to calm down when the FBI and god know's who are after us . When you say you'll sort it Jason , it's never fully sorted!" i scoffed as i knitted my eyebrows together and bounced my head in rhythm to when i talked .

"I'm not a fucking miracle worker!" a sudden glaze fell over his eyes as he gritted his teeth through his words , That's when i knew i had flipped his twitch . "I try everything to keep you safe Collins ! Your so ungrateful aren't you !" he hissed as he squinted at me , rage written all over him .

"So taking me to a public night club is protection ?" i sarcastically questioned as i joined his eye squint .

"I just wanted to take our minds off things , everything that has happened to us Ash ! I wanted you to let loose for once instead of worrying about everything !" his rage got louder with his every word and i looked down to Freddi who was starring at us from the sofa .

"Well thanks but next time , no thanks" i faked a quick smile as i stormed off to the front door .

"Don't you dare walk away from me Ash !" Jason called venomously after me "Fuck sake ! Ashton!" he yelled , his footsteps trailing after mine . As i went to grab hold of the door handle a firm hand gripped itself over mine , sending a shoot of pain up my arm .

"Ow shit Jason!" i screamed as i caught hold of his hand that was tightly glued to mine . As i tried to hard to get him off of me , i tugged so hard on his hand that he pushed me off of him , sending my flying , so i almost hit my back on the bottom step of the stairs . "Fuck you!" you seethed through my teeth and i stumbled up from the floor , smoothing out my clothes i got up and shoved him out my way , opening the door and storming my way out . The door slamming loudly behind me .

*Jason's P.O.V*

I began to feel the pain of guilt swallow up my stomach . I ran my hands heavily down my face , Freddi's awkward facial expression appearing from in between the gaps of my fingers . I flew my hands down quicker to look at him . His hands dug deep into his pockets as he leaned up door frame , looking down to the mahogany wooden floors .

"What do you want Hensen?" i spat , venom dripping from my words . As i glared at him , my breath still stiff from the amount of anger and vex i held inside of me .