Perilous ! (A Jason McCann Love Story) Under New Construction

Chapter Twenty Six : "We're Nothing!"

*Jason's P.O.V*

She looked at me as if i was nothing but a squashed bug on the sidewalk that everyone avoided when they walked past . I couldn't help but stare at her , making sure everything was just how it use to be . Her hair was still long and still had that beautiful chocolate shine to it , her eyes still that drooling brown that dragged me in every next inch towards her and that sweet fragrance of wild cherry that always use to wisp past when she walked by  . 

"What are you doing here?!?" she spat in a whisper as she held her hair on her temple , keeping it from wiping in her eyes . 

"To find you" i lightly responded as i leaned an arm out of the window , my 'Ray Bans' shading my eyes , sending everything tinted black . 

"You shouldn't have bothered!" she scoffed as she stood up straight "I'm not interested anymore..." she sighed as she began to stroll away , her satchel colliding with her hip . 

"Your fooling yourself if your actually thinking of leaving me" i shouted through the window after her as her dark hair danced in the breeze . 

"I left you a long time ago!" she spun around , her hair whipping her back and the sun hitting her face , causing her to squint . 

"You only left because i turned you down and i can explain why i did that if you could just come for a ride with me?" i pleaded with a pout and puppy dog eyes as i was now totally sitting out of the window . My ass balanced on the opening frame of the window and feet rested on the drivers seat . 

"You can fuck off if you think i'm getting in that car with you!" she screamed as her denim jacket was now blowing back slightly through the breeze . "I made the wrong choice staying with you last time and it's certainly not happening again!" 

"Look babe" i began while rolling up a cigarette in my fingers "I'm not leaving until you sit your ass in that cat seat!" and i held the now rolled cigarette in my lips as i pointed down through the open window , down to the passenger seat . 

"Well your gunna be sitting there for a while McCan cause i'm not leaving with you . I'll wait here till the last bell , when all the kids come out and find Jason McCan smoking in the car park!" she protested with a smug smirk and an arch of her eyebrow . But something about her eyes didn't seem just right . Even from here i could tell there was something wrong . 

"You've been crying haven't you?" i softly asked as i lit the cigarette up , covering it with my hand , shading it from the breeze so the flame didn't blow out . I then glanced back over to her as i took a deep drag , watching the smoke escape from my lips as it emerged in front of her face in the distance . 

"Just leave Jason!" she yelled as she threw out her arms "I have nothing to do with you anymore . I don't want to be seen with you , i don't want to be with you . I don't even want to look at you right now!" and she turned around , holding up her hand to me , replacing her face . 

"Listen sweetheart , i don't have time to argue with you right now . What i came here to do was explain myself and try to apolguise to you . If thats not what you want ... then tuff shit shawty . Your part of my life now and i can't let you just pass me by , iv had enough of thinking about you all the fucking time!"