Sitting in this office in downtown Toronto, watching it rain before my shift ends. One of my coworkers come up to me " hey want to go to wild wings tonight Ethan you might meet your dream girl". Chris always be looking for a new girl to get into and when I say that I mean literally " sorry Chris I'm to tired today maybe another time man". " oh okay man but don't change your mind at the last minute because I'll be getting my drink on". He walked off and I was so relived. After 9 minutes my shift was over and I headed to the elevator, took the first one down to the lobby. Got into my car and drove home, as I drove I was thinking how come straight people can easily find love?
That was all I could think about while driving home, it felt like after 19 years of being independent and have my own place. I would be with the man of my dreams but I guess I'm not looking hard enough, on the upside of it I'm not with anyone that's going to make me feel like crap. It's just me myself and I, I drove up to Starbucks to get a coffee and sugar cookie. Drove off with my snacks and pulled up to my house, walked in and turned my security system on. Walked up stairs and dressed up in my night cloths ( white t shirt and red deer pajamas ). Just sat around in bed watching tv with my average self,
Just once I wish I wasn't so freaking average and someone would come along to change my every boring life.
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My One Weakness
FanficEthan is a in the closet gay man, only 19 years old living in Toronto Canada. He meets a guy Luke ( Luke Bilyk ) and they grow closer to the point where they are together. Just as Luke is a proud and out 20 year old Ethan feels that he doesn't know...
