That Should Be Me

Chapter 15- Things change

Gracie POV
We finally got settled in Jacks house, his parents wont be here while we are which is a huge relief off of me. Jack invited me to a party that Sammy was having that night but I told him I didnt wanna go and that I would just stay here. I didnt wanna go bc I was 100% sure Jack was going to get drunk and it would just be a terrible party. It kinda made me mad how he left me and went to the party, because im literally sitting alone in his room playing on my phone. Its freezing too, it is supposed to snow tonight and he probably wont be home til tomorrow morning.
Jack POV
I was really nervous about this party tonight, none of Sammy's parties go well. I walked in and instatly saw people drinking and smoking and all kinds of crap. I kept telling myself not to, but I did one drink after another and I couldnt control myself anymore and things kept getting more and more blurry and fuzzy.
Gracie POV
I got super bored and decided to walk to Sammy's house. I really didnt want to but I became really worried about Jack I dont have a lot of trust in him to be honest. I walked in and got some wierd looks but I kept on walking to try and find Jack. I saw Gilinksy and walked up to him and said
"Hey! Where is Jack?"
"Well um, he is over there but if i were you i wouldnt go in there."
I instatly got curious and really nervous and worried. I walked over to were Gilinsky pointed and my heart instantly broke into a million pieces. There was Jack, making out with another girl and they both had little clothes on and he was drunk. I stood there for a few just watching not knowing if I should cry or kill him. I felt a hand on my back and I turned around it was Gilinksy
"I told him he shouldnt have drank anything, this always happens." he said
Jack turned around and saw me and said
"Who the heck are you?" he said to me
I lost it, I broke into tears and Gilinsky looked at him and said
"Jack! This is your freaking girlfriend!"
but he didnt say freaking
Jack walked over to me and stared at me, he smelled terrible. Then as if everything in his mind clicked he looked at me and said
"Oh my god. Im so sorry. Oh my good"
"Jack, sorry doesnt work." bi said
"I dont even know what I was doing I got carried away!" jack said
"I dont wanna hear how sorry you are, it doesnt even matter." I said
I turned around and ran away. He caught up with me and grabbed my hand and turned me around and tried to kiss me. I jerked away from him and ran out of the house.
I started running back toward Jack house to get all my stuff and leave. But a car started pulling up toward me and stopped. A tall guy got out and started walking toward me. I got kinda scared til I realized it was just Shawn. He was staying in a hotel until we went back to Magcon. I just sat down on the sidewalk and cried in the freezing snow. He sat beside me and said
"Whats wrong? Are you okay?"
I told him everything that happened.
"I was going to the party but I guess not now, why dont you come back to my hotel with me?" Shawn said
I agreed and he took me to his hotel room. It took about 10 min to drive there and the whole time I cried. We walked in and he gave me a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie of his to put on. I went to the bathroom and tried to calm myself down and put his clothes on. My other clothes were wet and cold.
I walked out and layed down on the bed face down. Shawn came over and put his hand on my back and asked if I wanted to talk. I raised up and said
"There isnt anything to talk about, he cheated on me." i said
"Are you gonna break up with him?" Shawn said
"I dont know. I love Jack and we have been dating for almost a year. But obviously he doesnt love me as much as I love him." i replied
Shawn st infront of me and wiped a tear from my eye and then held my hand.
"Im so sorry and I wish I knew what to do. I dont see how Jack could cheat on such and beautiful girl like you."
Shawn started getting closer to me, and it was getting wierd. He slowly leaned on top of me and started to kiss me. As messed up as I was at the moment, I kissed back. Soon later I stopped him.
"Shawn, what the heck was that?" I said
"I dont even know i am so sorry please dont ever say anything about this okay, promise?"
"Whatever, I am going to sleep its been a terrible day. "
"You kissed back though.." Shawn said
"Well yeah" I said
"Why?" he said
"I dont know, it just felt right." i said
It was almost 4am so I layed in bed and fell asleep. Shawn climbed in my bed (there is 2 beds in his room) and layed beside me and I quickly fell asleep.