That Should Be Me

Chapter 16

Gracie POV
I woke up and rolled over to see Shawn in the other bed asleep. Jack was completely on my mind at the moment, he had been acting wierd lately choosing his friends over me. We hadnt hugged or kissed in a while and he was just drifting away. I missed him. I rose up in the bed and started to cry hard. Jack and I have been dating for a long time and I dont want it to end but I feel like it is. I suddenly felt arms wrap around me.
"Gracie, it is gonna be okay." Shawn said
"Shawn. I feel so terrible right now. Should I break up with him?" I replied
"Its whatever you want to do. But in my opinion, if a guy ever cheats on you then you dont need to be with him because he doesnt love you." Shawn said
"He was d-drunk"
"So, he should have controlled himself." Shawn said
"We kissed last night. So I cheated on him too, right?" I said crying
"Its all my fault, I have liked you for so long and my brain said no but my heart said yes."
In that moment someone knocked on the door,
"OPEN THIS RIGHT NOW SHAWN." it was jack.
Shawn opened the door and Jack stormed in and ran toward me. I turned away.
"Gracie. Please dont be this way, i love you." he said
"No you dont." I said
He looked at me for a few, his blue green eyes so big.
"I dont know what I would do without you. You are my everything."
"Shawn, can you go away for a sec?" I asked
"Sure" he replied leaving the room
I grabbed Jacks hand bringing him to the middle of the room. I had made my final desicion.
"Jack. Obviously we have been going through a lot lately,"
"Please dont do it" he said tearing up
"We need to take a break. We arent officially breaking up, just need some time to breathe ya know? Call me in a few months and we will see what happens. Bye Jack please go now."
A small tear ran from his eye and I wiped it away. I could tell he felt bad, but I cant let him think he can get away with cheating.
"Okay, i love you always." He said leaving
"Think about if those 3 words you said really mean what you think they mean." I said
Jack left, Shawn came in.
"Did you do it?" he said
"Not really, we are just taking a break. But I think im done." I said
"Good job." he said getting close to me
I felt my stomach tense up as he came closer to me. I dont wanna kiss him again but I do at the same time. I havent felt loved in so long. I sat on the bed and he sat in front of me. His brown eyes and that dark brown fluffy hair. I couldnt help myself. I leaned on top of him and kissed his lips so hard. He let go and said "Wow"
I leaned up a little my hands on each side of him.
"Im a terrible person arent I."
"I love you" he said grabbing me back on to him.
I didnt know what my feelings were for Shawn and Jack.
His hands slowly went down my body as he continued to kiss me and I decided that that was it. I moved from him and he said
"Are you okay?"
"I didnt know where that was going." I said
"Im sorry." he mumbled.
His face turned completely red.
"You're cute you know that right? Stop."
He chuckled and got up and layed under the covers of the bed and played on his phone. I grabbed mine and looked and saw a bunch of things on twitter about Jack cheating on me.
Dang things get out quick.
Shawn wrapped his arm around me and took a picture and put it on snapchat.
"SHAWN. DONT DO THAT."
It was to late anyway
"What?"
"People already know Jack cheated on me! Please delete that before people start talking sh-." I stopped myself I wasnt the person to cuss. "crap"
He laughed at me and said "What were u gonna say?"
"SHAWN! IM GONNA KILL YOU TAKE IT OFF."
"fight me" he said
"Quit flirting. Take it off."
It was to late. Jack texted me
"We are over, have a good life. Tell Shawn I said hi"
i never expected that to happen.
I started crying and couldnt get myself to reply. I ran and locked myself in the bathroom. Shawn followed and starting knocking on the door hard.
"Are you okay?!" he yelled
"It is over." i said
"What?" he replied
{{{{ hey guys! as you can see this is kind of turning into a shawn fan fiction🙄 i have shawn feels. lol. 😅}}}}}}