Chapter 1

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Joeys POV
(Trigger warning)

   Blow after blow, kick after kick, slap after slap. By now I should be getting used to it. It started 7 years ago when I came out to my mom. She was not so happy about that and blamed herself at first. Drink after drink night after night. Soon she became an alcoholic. In her drunken state she told my father, the one person I told her not to tell, I knew he would never accepted me, he's the biggest homophobe I've ever met. Soon he also began to drink, only worse than my mom, which I didn't think was possible but sadly, was. My mom, she sends out the 'your worthless, your ugly, your fat, you idiot nobody wants to love a fag' stuff. My dad on the other hand is more... physical, he punches, kicks, and slaps me. Worse is that he doesn't  have to be drunk like my mom. I wish I had a better way of dealing with the whole abuse thing but I don't. I hobble into the bathroom and get my short blade I placed it on the insides of my forarms and pressed down sliding the razor smoothly against my skin.
2 for being stupid
1 for being ugly
2 for having a horrible life
And 3 for being gay
People at school are not exactly the best either. The abuse at school is almost worse than at home. Almost. That's why when my dad told me we're moving I wasn't upset. Moving means moving schools, moving schools means nobody knows I'm gay. Which is good. I tended you my new open wounds and got in bed tomorrow is the first day of my new school. And I'm genuinely excited.

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Daniels POV

     Another day in hell oh sorry high school. I get up get and do my morning routine. After I'm done I go down stairs and eat some breakfast. When I'm done eating I go out to my car and drive myself to school. I was told a new kid is starting today and for some reason I'm excited about it. I don't know why, it's not the first new kid in this school, it just feels... different. Before I know it I was getting out of my car and walking into the school. Another day here we go.

A/n
Hey guys! Listen I know it suck! But bare with me, it is my first story. Luv ya☺️

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