Chapter 4

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Joeys POV

After school Daniel and I went to Starbucks. On the drive there we just made small talk "Have you ever had a boyfriend before?" I drew in a quick breath, my face turned white. I as hoping he wouldn't bring up this topic again."ya but he was awful. I pretend like it didn't happen." I said tears brimming my eyes "What did he do?" so I began my story
Flashback
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I watched as Preston locked the door and crossed the room, tears already streaming down my face.
"Did you fucking flirt!"
"I-I didn't m-mean to I swear!"
"Joey, you have me! Not him ME!"
"I know! I'm sorry! Please dont hurt me!" I was sobbing, he was extremely abusive. He is the only person I know who is capable of doing worse than my parents.
"Joey, I'm not going to hurt you. I'm going to make you wish you were never born." He said with a smirk. That's when he started punching, one after another. It hurt like hell. The thing is I was very weak then, 2-3 punch had me on the ground, crying. Another kick to the stomach had me in a ball, wheezing.
"Don't fucking curl-up on me Joseph!" He said, I whimpered and slowly untucked myself from the tight ball, I felt another kick in the gut. I coughed, blood now coming out of my mouth and newly reopened cuts on my arms from the force. At home this is were my dad would go away. But Preston is not my dad, he kicked harder. I saw black in the corners of my vision. He kicked me one more time even harder than the last, if that was possible. That was the last thing I remember before I woke up in the hospital.
End flashback
He sat there completely in shock. Tears now threatening to spill out of both our eyes.
"Joey I promise I would never do that to you"
"I know, but for awhile I though thats how all couples were, I asked my friend Jasmine how often her boy friend hurt her and she just looked at me like I was crazy, then I explained what Preston did to me and she took care of it." I said smiling at the memory of Preston getting beaten up by a bunch of girls.
"Listen, I know you may not want to, but do you ever want to have another boyfriend?" He asked obviously meaning himself.
"I would love to have one, Danny." I said, he smirked
"Well then" he said while we got out of the car, he turned around "would you Joey Graceffa, do me the great honor of having you as my boyfriend."
"Depends" I said with a obvious smirk "Do you plan on breaking my heart? Or my ribs?" I already knew he wasn't "Nope" he said and popped the 'p'
"well then why not." We joined hands and walked inside.

Time skipped cause I'm lazy
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After coffee Daniel drove me home. Tonight was amazing. I could have never asked for a better first date. But of course I had to go back to hell. I walked inside and began cleaning the empty beer and vodka bottles. Once the house was moderately clean, of course my dad came home. I was immediately pushed to the floor. In seconds he was straddling me and planting several punches to my face. My mom came in and joined the fun. "You fag! You derive every thing your getting! Your so worthless, nobody will love you! No one loves fags!" After they had there fun. I crawled up the stairs to my bathroom and began crying I got out my razor and made a few cuts along my arms and thighs. I can't let my dad see me weak. Then he'll know what he dose affects me. He'll hurt me even more.

Bad to better; a Janiel fanficWaar verhalen tot leven komen. Ontdek het nu