I didn't choose this- (A DRAMIONE/BLINNY FANFIC)

14 - SO MANY QUESTIONS

HERMIONE'S POV

I sink my self down in the corner of his room. What had just happened? I rub my neck from where he had me in a choke hold. 'That's going to leave a bruise in the morning'
I slowly stand up before trudging to my room and flinging myself onto my red satin sheets.

'What was he dreaming about? He's been acting so strange. First he called me a muggleborn instead of a mudblood, then his eyes going black, the the bathroom fiasco and now this? We haven't even made it one week. I don't think I'll make throughout the year...'

Deciding I need a break from thinking I leave my room in search for Ginny. Leaving the corridor of Malfoy and I side of the common room. I see Zabini reading the Daily Prophet.

"Hey, Zabini. You know where Ginny is?"

"What!? Why are you asking me? I don't know where she is. I didn't do anything I swear?" He rambled on random questions with a frightened expression.

"Whoa there big guy. What are you talking about? I just asked a simple question"

"Exactly, you're accusing me of something I didnt do."

"Hang on just shut up cause I'm really confused right now. All I asked was if you know where Ginny is. That's all."

"Oh... Well she's not here. She's said she was going to hang out with Potthead."

"Thank you. Was it that hard?... So weird" I mumble to myself while leaving the common room and heading towards the Gryfindor Tower.

When I get to the Gryfindor Common Room I'm greeted by The Fat Lady. "Hello dear. Password?"

I say the password and is let inside. As I walk in I see Ron and Harry playing wizards chess, with Ginny watching them.

"Hey guys" I saw flopping down on the couch next to Gin.

"Oh my god Hemione. Spill. Now" Gin demads looking at me forgetting about the boys.

"Spill? About what exactly?" I respond

"About the meeting with McGonagall. Duh?"

"Oh. That... well ahh. Actually no."

"No? What do you mean no?" She asks dumbfound

"I mean that I'm not telling you anything until you and Ron tell me what you were talking about on the train this morning"

"Ahh. Im actually about to go to bed. So good night" Ron says stammering a bit, standing from his chair.

"Oh no you don't. You two. With me. NOW!" I demand storming off into a secluded corner of the common room waiting for them. When they new I was dead serious the both trudged over. "Talk. Now."

"Look Hermione" Gin started "Yes we were arguing. But the reason why was because I was trying to get Ron to do something he should've done 2 months ago. So yes we were arguing. But here and now is not the time to tell you what it is. And I'm not the person to tell" she colluded before walking off to talk with Harry.

Ron was about to walk off as well, when I grabbed his arm. "Oh no. You're comming with me" I say storming off out of the Tower and towards my new common room, dragging Ron along with me.

"Where are we going?" Ron asks in a whisper.

"To my new common room" is my only reply and nothing else is said for the rest of the walk.

When I get to Snape's portrait I whisper the password so Ron doesn't hear and storm in Ron still in my grasp.

I see Blaise still sitting in front of the fire. He look up at me and the then at Ron.

"Leave. Now. Please" I whisper

He nods and leave to go to his room, once both doors are closed I turn around to face Ron.

"Why am I here?" He asks looking around.

"Why do you think you're here?"

"I don't know" he mumbles looking at the ground. His long shaggy red hair coving his face, hidding his expression.

"Yes, you do"

"No I don-" he tries to deny again but I cut him off.

"YES YOU DO!" I scream at him tears start streaming down my face. "Why?" I ask, my voice crackling

"I don't" he takes a deep breath "What do you mean?"

"Why have you been ignoring me?"

"Mione, I'm not. I swear"

"Yes you are Ronald. Yes you are. Did you know that this is the first proper conversation not to mention longest that we have had since the war? Did you?"

"No that's not true...it can't be"

"Well guess what Ronald it is. We've been going out for MONTHS! And you know how many times we have kissed?"

He's opens his mouth to answer. But I do it for him

"Once! We have kissed once! And thay was in the Chamber of Secrets" I'm practically screaming at him now. "And what about my parents hmm? You haven't asked if I have them back yet or whether or not their even ALIVE! Which they are by the way. And no I dont have them back thank you for asking" I reply sarcastically. "Oh and lets talk about the letters shall we? Do you know how many letters I sent, asking if you were okay and telling you about my parents and my night terrors? 20. Thats how many 20! And do you know how I know? Because they were always sent back to me the next day. Unopened and untouched. There would've been more but I decided to give up and wait for you to send me something. And you know what I got? NOTHING! ZILTCH! ZERO! ABSOLUTELY BLANK!"

Iwas full on balling my eyes out now and Ron still hadn't mooved from his spot. Arms by his side head down low. Didn't even have the decency to look at me.

"Hermione, look... I-"

"No. Leave. Its almost curfew"

"Hermione-"

"I SAID LEAVE. GO! NOW" I turn my back to him and wait for the portrait to open and close. When it does my whole body collapses into sobbs. I hear 2 different doors open then 2 separate footsteps.

I can feel myself being picked bridal style and it's not long before I placed onto a bed, my shoes are taken off and I'm tucked in.
I hear I slight whisper but I dont understand what its saying as I let sleep take over.