I didn't choose this- (A DRAMIONE/BLINNY FANFIC)

16 - LONELY

Its been a week. A whole fucking week. Since the kiss between Malfoy and I, and I can't get him out of my head.

It's also been a lonely week. So that doesn't really help my situation.

I'm still not talking to Ginny. She's still flirting with Blaise behind Harry's back.

Still not talking to Ron, and Harry is siding with him and whatever fucked up version of the story that he told.

Neville is to engrossed with Luna to notice anything. And well Luna's... Luna.

And Dean and Seamus. Well... We talk and we're friends but they have each other so... For the past week it's been me.

It's the second Saturday at Hogwarts and everyone's going to Hogmead. Every except me that is. I decided that I will stay back and have a nice, long, hot bath. Although not being bothered to walk to the Prefects bathroom I decide to just have one in my shared ensuite.

As the bath fills with water I watch everyone heading towards the main gates. With a sad smile I stip out of my clothes, turn the water off and sink into the tub. I feel a stinging sensation over my body as I slowing get used to the boiling water and I know that when I get out not only will my hands and feet be wrinkley from being in here for so long but my body will be red from the temperature.

After about 10 minutes I'm startled by the jiggle of the door as it opens and the one and only Draco Malfoy steps in.

"I thought you went to Hogmead" I say shocked.

"I thought the same about you" he replies. It is only when he starts smirking and his eyes travel down my body do I realise that I am naked and only covers by a few bubbles.

"OH MY GOD! GET OUT. NOW!" I screech searching for my towel and wand only to see them on the vanity that is next to Malfoy. I cover my naked body the best I can with my hands

"Nah I'm good thanks. I'm enjoying the view" he says wriggling his eyebrows up and down.

"You dirty bustard" I snarl.

"You know it... Babe." He pick up my towel and throws it at me, not breaking eye contact. As skilfully as I can I stand up and wrap the short towel around me hoping I didn't flash him in the process. Leaping out of the bath I run to my bedroom, almost slipping in the process. Mortified I quickly get changed into jeans, a t-shirt and converse, and run out of the common room.

I start aimless wondering the halls just to get the vision of Malfoy's lust filled eyes out of my head.

After a while I look at my surroundings to see that I'm near the Gryffindor common room. Deciding I need to feel the homey feeling that it gave me when I use to resign here.

Stepping into the common room I find that it's empty other than two people snogging near the fireplace. The girls is straddling the boy so I can't see either of their faces.

Giving them their privacy I walk up the stairs and towards the Boys rooms to where Harry stays. Opening his trunk I get out the Marauder's Map.

Once opened I look for Draco's name, and I see him walking out of the castle and towards the black lake which I see Blaise pacing along the shore. Deciding I need to talk to both of them, I slide the map into my back pocket, pulling my shirt over it and walk out of the Common Room passing the snogging teens.

Once at the Black Lake, I saw Blaise and Malfoy talking intently along the shore, a lot of hand gestures were being used.

"Malfoy! Zabini! We need to talk" I exclaim as I walk closer, making them both jump.

"Couldn't get enough of me could you Granger" Malfoy smirked

"Ha ha. Very funny. Zabini, what's going on between you and Ginny?" I could hear Malfoy sniggering in the background.

"What-I-What are you talking about. Nothing-Nothing's going on" He stammered in shock of the question.

"Really? So you two haven't been flirting since school started?"

"I-well-we-uhh"

"Now listen here Zabini" I say threateningly as I get up close to his face "I want you to stop whatever the hell is going on between you and Ginny. She is still with Harry. And as long as they are together you are to stop. If she 'happens' to break up with him then by-all-means do whatever you want. But if you value certain parts...then stay away. Got it"

He quickly nods his head wide eyed as he covers he 'precious' parts.

"Now you" I say as a stalk towards Malfoy "you have a lot of explain to do"

"Oh yeah about what exactly"

"With you flirting an-and kissing me and being nice to me. Why!"

"What?" He replies innocently "Cant I have a little fun?"

"Not with me you can't" I snap at him. "I want the truth. Why?"

"Because I can"

"Well stop it. I have a boyfriend."

"Not according to that your not." He says looking at the Marauder Map sticking out of my back pocket.

"What are you talking about?"

"Look at it, look for your so called boyfriend and see what he is doing. Or should I say who." When I look into his eyes I see pity.

Not breaking eye contact with him I pull out the map, once I look down at it I see that I forgot to close it properly.

Looking around the map I see Ron's name in the Gryfindor Common room with Padma Patil. In the same place I saw the snogging couple. Then it dawned on me.

"No" my voice cracks

"I'm sorry" Malfoy whispers

"No your not. You enjoy my misery. Always have, always will" I say before sprinting up toward the castle.

Before I know it I'm back at the Gryfindor Common room ready to face Ron.

Taking a deep breath I say the password to the fat lady, and walk in.