(A/N:That all brought me to the story I have to tell you now and one day, yes Sakura will join the Akatsuki, and this will be a SakuraxAkatsuki no, I'm not sure which one though. That won't be for a long time though!:)
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The Day before the Genin exams-
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Sakura had reached out from under her blankets, and gently hit the button to stop the beeping. It was 7:30. But a while ago she would have smashed her alarm.
But after everything, she was now very calm, quiet, and... empty. She was known to not have any more emotions. When she was at the Academy she sat in the back by herself, in the shadows. She was at the top of every subject: Physical, mental, and just basic practice.
In physical she was even higher than Uchiha Sasuke the so apparent "best." She never ruined his reputation but everyone still knew.
In mental they trained in partners. The best with the second best, which was Sakura and Sasuke. They practiced with interagtion alot and Sasuke and Sakura would sit away from everyone else. After 10 minutes Sasuke had finally cracked, he broke down and cried. He quickly recomposed himself and started interagting Sakura. She never showed any emotion. Accept mockery.
During practice they would work on everything. Tijustu, Ninjustu, and Genjustu. Of course Sasuke had a better score than her in Genjustu, he did have a Sharigan. But in Tijustu she did beat him by 13 points, but in Ninjustu she only beat him by 4 points.
Once awake she proceeded to take a 10 minute shower, get dressed, and comb her hip length hair. She smiled slightly at the length of her hair, she loved her hair dearly, it reminds her of her father.
Her smile faltered. 'I miss them so, so much. It was all my fault, wasn't it? I could have saved them. If only I was strong.'
She leaned against the closed door of the bathroom and slowly slid down to the ground. She tried to hold her tears back. She hadn't cried for weeks. Ever since it happened.
She slowly reached to the drawer, opened it, and pulled out her shiny steel Kunia. It was stained pink and was given to her by her father. She also had her Steel Katana that she was given by her aunt, hanging in her room.
'I deserve this...' She thought to herself. She slowly brought the sharp tip to her wrist and dragged it to the right.
'1 slit ...
2 slit...
3 slit...
4
5 slit...
6 slit
Dead on the floor' She wished. She wanted to die. She always has, it was all Sasori's fault.
Blood was poring out of her wrist. She quickly stood up and put her wrist over the sink. She stood there for a good 10 minutes, and the bleeding finally stopped. She washed her hands, and just put the kunia back into the drawer without cleaning it. Maybe that's why it's stained pink she thought.
She walked out of the bathroom and glanced at the clock. '7:50' She still had an hour and 10 minutes until class started, so she decided to start training.
She walked out of the house. And put up the Haruno Flag on the window. She looked around at all the other houses. The Haruno houses. She saw the one Sasori was born in, and the house her parents died in. She physically cringed.
Sakura started to walk to the training grounds. She had a totally blank face, everyone she passed stared at her. She knew why. Of course she did. Becuase of the lack of being human. Without emotion you're hardly human.
Once she reached the training grounds she sat down, and started to circulate her Chakra. Slowly her Chakra raised and changed.
Most chakra was blue, accept healing chakra, that was green. Everyone had different types of Chakra, it was as rare as fingerprints, but her's is now different.
When she does attacks it's black. She didn't mean for it to be like that but it changed the day she built the walls around her heart. When she accidently locked away Inner, which took her emotions with it.
She obviously wasn't aware how large her Chakra was becuase it was extremely sensitive to movement within a 50 mile radius of her.
Her eyes snapped open. She quickly stood and made a seal. A burning sensation was on both of her legs in an instant. She looked down to see a seal starting from her feet with vines going up her legs.
'Cherry blossom vines' She thought. She did great hiding the pain, her face didn't even twich. The vines were black with blood red blossoms.
'I need to practice my new justu' She thought. She turned to a large oak tree and make many different seals, about 11 in total.
"Akuma no chi-jutsu!" [Demon blood justu] She yelled. She held a fist up and opened it, she focused her Chakra from the sky to the tree. Blood rain started coming down on the tree. And it was rotting until it was no more.
'Last one before I need to go' She thought to herself. "Haruno illegal justu- Hakai-ken kōgeki!" [Destruction fist attack] her fists were surrounded with black flames and black lightning. She punched the ground, maybe a little to hard, the whole training field shattered. Dirt and boulders went everywhere.
But what concerned her first though was that her arm was burning and have excruciating pain. She looked down to see scars of black lighting it started at her hand and spread to, well, what she could tell, was her neck and face. She quickly took another steel Kunia from her pack and looked at the reflection. Yep, it went parcially to her right cheek.
'Well shit, I must have screwed up again.' She thought.
This was going to be a long Academy day. Speaking of which she needed to go now. She did a quick hand sign and disappeared in a swirl of black cherry blossoms.
But right before she was completely gone she threw a red shuriken at Oak tree. 'She sensed me...and didnt try to attack me...' Deidara thought touching the cut on his cheek.
