TIAOM:MY TOMCHARMING 2 (last first kiss)

14 [ WALK AWAY ]

jason woke up without Lj on his side ..
He look for her all around the resort but she wasnt there...
He was so worried...
Specially thay LJ has no cellphone..
Just after he go back to their room..
He found a note on the couch..
"i went home already..i didnt wake u up cause i might disturb ur sleep."
Jason gave a sigh...he knew that it wouldnt be easy to pleased Lj again because of what he did..

Just after he got home..
He went on Lj's house...
But her mom said...she was resting...
But the truth is...she dont want to see jason for now...
She trusted jason so much and what he did is very unrespectful.

"hey jay..what's wrong?your drinking a lot.."
"i cant sleep miks..i need this..."
"did Lj and you had a fight?..
Jason look at her but look away just after..
He get a cigarette and light it..
"may i know the reason?."
He hit the cigarette from her finger and blow a smoke..
"i force her.. "
"what?..force what?"
"to have sex"
"what the hell..are you stupid?..she's just 17 jay...what will you do if she got pregnant huh?..does she know that your leaving next week?.."
Jason shook his head...
"now..you cant blame her...dont treat her like the american girls you slept with.."
"i know!...it's all my fault..but i was drunk that night..."
"its not an excuse jay..and it will never be..."

Mika tried to talk to LJ but even to her...she dont wanna talk about jason..
Until one afternoon...
"lj..."
A voice of a man from her back...lj turn to see who was it..
"jay...jason?.."
"let's talk please"
"you should not came here..."
Jason hold her hand...
"please..just a minute.."

They sat down on a bench near the field...
"say whatever you wanted to say...dont waste my time.."
"first i wanted to say im sorry...i love you enough
.and i dont want to lose u because of a simple mistake.."
"simple?...for you jay...it's just a small thing..sex is just a past time but for me...i almost lost everything because of you!!"
Lj stood up and was ready to left when he talk again..
"lj...im leaving...ill be back in US "
Lj felt the pain..but never tried to turn back...
"i want to be sure
..that if i cameback...your still waiting for me.."
Jason was in a shaking voice...
"you will wait for me right?"
"no.."
And lj step away ...and run so fast just to get lost of that place...
Covering her mouth...lj started to cry..
She still love jason...but her pride was more important..

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