TIAOM:MY TOMCHARMING 2 (last first kiss)

25 [ MY FIRST ]

It was almost 15 minutes of silence between us..
She was fun of watching the movie.
While me..enjoying the fried chicken..
Sometimes i lick my fingers intentionally so she would be seduced.
But i was laughing on my mind everytime i do it...
She stared at me occasionally..
But she was more focus on the movie..hmp.
She sometimes chuckles everytime mario and fern have sweet scenes..haha..
I had watched it lots of times...so i almost memorize all the scenes..
I felt sleepy and i fell asleep..
When i open my eyes..my head was on ace's shoulder.
I was frightened..so i move my head from her shoulder..she was also sleeping but she suddenly woke up when she felt my head out of her shoulder...
She turn to me...and our nose almost touched..
We just looking at each other...her eyes was like pulling me near to her...
I dont know why i cant move in that position...our lips was inch away...
And slowly...she move her lips closer to mine...my heart was beating so fast ...but why cant i react?..why cant i pull my head far from her.?...suddenly i felt her lips to mine..it was so smooth..and so warm...i did nothing but just close my eyes...and let it be...after a minute.. I was back to my senses. I let go from her lips...and swallowed hard while looking at her...
Her face has no reaction..maybe were the same..
"i...i just take a shower..."
What?...why did i say that...
After we kissed..i will take a shower?..for what?...
Aaaaahhh!.. It's okey lj..dont panic..
Now ive gone crazy..talking to myself...
When i locked the door of the bathroom...i touched my lips...i cant explain the feeling..it was my first....a tom was my first kiss..
I sat down on the tile...and my head on wall..
"what the heck lj?...what did you do!"
I was in the cr for about an hour...
When i came out...she was still on the sofa...still looking at me...
I wear my bathrobe..and a towel on my hair...she was looking at me from head to toe...
What is she thinking?...and why she look at me that way?..
She stood up..and move closer to me...
Now my knees was startingbto shake again...
She stood infront of me...
My lower lip was also dancing...in such fear...
"lj...i think i have to go now..."
Huh?..after what you did?...you'll just leave me alone?!...no...erase...erase. well..better idea..
She turn back and walking ahead to the door...
When...
"ahm..ace!.."
She turn to me...
I was also shocked. Why did i call her by the way..
"ah...it's not safe for you to drive this late...why not just spend the night here...and just go tommorow .."
I saw her face lightened...
And she draws a smile..
"okey.."
I get the comforter from my room.two pillows and a blanket...
And i enter my room...
I was on my bed..but still my mind dont wanna rest...
I still think about the kiss..
Thus she also think about it?..
I know it was wrong..
She's not my girlfriend...and im not connected to her...
So why did i let her kissed me...why?...

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