Hannah's POV
The day after.
[BREAKING NEWS]
The famous group Axes are now at the airport. It was said that their flight is this afternoon.
The leader of the group, Nick, has expressed his gratitude towards their fans. He was thankful that the fans gave love to them even in a short time.
Let's all say goodbye to Axes!
I'm watching the television when I saw this. I'm close to tearing up. How come when I already remember everything, it's the time he needs to leave?!
I called Alleah. "Alleah!" Alleah came confused. I looked at the television. "Hannah.." She was already sobbing.
"Alleah... I already remember everything."
Chester's POV
Here it is. No turning back.
"Whooooo! I had a great time here in the Philippines! I wish we could visit here again! Right, Chester?" Jaden exclaimed. I nodded sadly.
Hannah can't remember me. But she loves me. And here I am, leaving her again.
"Hey Chester. Is everything alright?" Josh came to me and asked. "To be honest, no. I am not okay. I felt that I would never be okay." I told everything about Hannah to the group yesterday. I just need someone to lean on. I never been grateful to the boys. They are one of the best gifts God gave into my life.
"It's because of Hannah right?" Justine asked. I nodded again. "Well, you really don't have a choice, Chester. You chose your career." Nick said. "You're an idol, and she is just a fan. So don't cry." I wiped my tears. "Chester, I know that every man has it's own weakness. Don't worry. We will be always be here for you. Not just as Axes, but as brothers. We are already a family now." James smiled. Seriously these guys. They never failed to feel me regretful.
"You don't have swag anymore." Vince blurted. "A true man have swag when he cries for the woman he truly loves." I smiled. The boys shouted. I laughed.
Hannah. I'm sorry to leave you. Please find someone better. I don't deserve you. You don't deserve a guy as selfish as me.
But still I love you. Infinity.
Hannah's POV
"HANNAH WHERE ARE YOU GOING?!" Alleah shouted. I'm outside the gate and waiting for a cab to arrive.
"I'll follow him." I calmly said. I don't want to cry. I felt tired already. My heart is beating so fast. So fast that I feel pain. "Hannah.. Please. I don't want to lose you again. I don't want to see you lying on a hospital bed at the ICU. So please Hannah. Please stop hurting yourself." Alleah cried. I hugged her to comfort her. I know what she feels. Even me, the fear in my heart can't keep still. I'm afraid to die. I'm afraid to leave Alleah all alone.
"Alleah.. Don't worry. I'll be back. And I'll be safe. Remember the book The Fault in Our Stars? The author of that book wrote that pain, pain demands to be felt. I'll just want to see Chester, even for the last time." My chest started to twinge. But I just ignored about it. All I can think right now is Chester.
"Promise?" Alleah reached out her pinky finger. I smiled then do the same. "Promise." The cab is there so I went inside. I smiled at Alleah.
Chester... please wait for me. Please. Don't waste these efforts in vain.
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I'm at the airport. There are a lot of fans. I ran to the boarding station. From there I saw Chester. He kept looking back. "Chester!" I shouted. I kept shouting but he can't hear me. I tried to ran towards him but the guards blocked me. "Chester! Please hear me out! Chester!" I started crying.
I was about to give up when I felt an embrace. "Chester..." He released the hug then smiled. "I knew you will come." I smiled back. "I will always come. But please. Don't leave me again." He started to feel down. "W-why? Are you gonna leave me again? W-will you let me in the hospital again? W-would you try to forget everything about us?" I started crying. The pain in my chest began to ache even more. The members of Axes motioned him to let go because of their flight. I held his hands tight. "If I have another chance Chester, I will never ever let you go. But, j-just tell me if you are willing to l-let m-me g-go." I started to stutter because I'm terrified of what his decision is. Then the next thing I knew, he wasn't helding my hand anymore.
I smiled bitterly. "Well, if it's what you want. But thank you. Thank you for being my source of happiness. Thank you for letting me love you even in a short period of time." I sobbed. "I will still love you, as a fan. I'm proud to be a fan to a man named Chester." I released his hands slowly. I can feel the pain in my body, especially in my chest. I'm close to hyperventilating. "This is the real goodbye." I embraced him for the last time. I let go then started to walk away. Every step I take, my knees weakened.
Then everything went black.
