My Own Years

My Own Years: Chapter 7

September 21,2040
Naydens point of view:
After my fight with Alex and Louisana I felt like the jerk of the year. Why did I even punch Alex? I never punched him before usually with him o kept me anger to a minimum. But just the way he was playing and lead Louisana on it felt wrong but so familiar. Probably cause I taught him that skill. Girls emotions are just so easy to toy with but Louisana she had some kind of stubbornness to her. Most girls would have accepted my apology and then we would probably make out. But she just got more mad at me. It was just a weird feeling to think she was mad at me but why.
It was another morning at school. I didn't know how I was gonna face Alex or Louisana. The best part of it all was I had math with her. I see Alex waiting for me at the usually spot.
"Hey" I say taking notice of his black eye
He stays silent.
"Dude you know me it was one of my anger spazs"
He stays silent
"Dude I just got angry cause cause u didn't do it how I taught you and then u know it was hard for me cause u know how I hate be single and yeah"
I wait to see if he was buying any of my bull shit lies
"Whatever stop apologizing u sound like a girl" he finally says with a slight laugh
"Yeah whatever man"
As we walk into the school I see Sierra and drew walking by themselves no Louisana
"Hey where's Louisana" I say holding drews shoulder to get her attention
"She walked by herself to today" say drew sadly
"Why would u care. You have no emotions or feeling. Cold. Just cold is what you are" I never notice how mean Sierra can really glare at a person.
"Listen you can stand here all day and call me cold hearted but I need to know does Louisana hate me"
"See u have absolutely no expression of emotion on your face it's just blank!"screams Sierra
"We couldn't tell you if we knew" says drew sadly and with that they both walk away leaving me standing alone. Lost

Louisana point of view:
I didn't cry at all that night. I honestly knew that he would break up with me. We really didn't have anything in common. We both just leaves floating in the wind. That night I even found myself sleeping in kylees and Caleb's room. I wasn't all so comfortable caused slept on the floor but whatever. It gave me chance to practically spill my feeling to them and I didn't get any judgement. But I wasn't complaining about Alex I was screaming about nayden. Alex didn't really bother me but nayden how could he just be so heartless. Just cold.
When I got to school I didn't talk to anyone. I didn't even sit with drew and Sierra I just wanted to be alone. When I got to math I dreaded every minute waiting for nayden. Each time the clock ticked a second away I felt my heart full with anxiety.
I finally see a tall dark figure sit next to me.
"I can understand if u want me to leave" he says softly
I stay silent
"Louisana talk to me"
I hold my quite ground
"Just damn it" he whispers screams as he break a pencil in half. Anger issues much and I thought my mom had problems.
"Okay" I say quietly almost hoping he did hear me
He smiles.
"I got -23 for problem 5" I say quietly again. I knew my voice would be raspy from all the screaming I did last night but it isn't something to worry about now.
"I'm sorry" he begins "I shouldn't have been a so harsh. Please you have to understand I only wanted what was best for you and I honestly didn't care that Alex hurt you as long as long "
"As long as I still thought you were my best friend so then you could toy with emotions till I became your next victim. I want a love story more then anything in my life u just ain't part of it. Your a jackfish"he laughs as I say jackfish.
"Louisana"I can hear a slight hurt ness in his voice but not enough to make me believe he has feelings.
"Nayden just be my partner in math and leave any other relationship we had or could have out of it" I whisper. Just saying this made made me feeling like nothing would be happy again. Like I would never smile again. Nothing would be worth wild.