My Own Years

My Own Years: Chapter 9

Nayden's point of view:
I feel my body go cold. As if I was being filled with ice. But as I step back to run away I feel her eyes go from a volcano to a warm fire. Synthetic even. She sighs.
"Come in" she whispers
"Why"
"Your soaked"
I've been so nervous of coming here I completely forgot about my soaking clothes. She walks away from the door. I could feel something that I never thought lived inside of me. I could my heart. It was beating. I felt happy. Happiness always seemed like a foreign feeling all the time
I see Louisana come in with two small children. They look nothing like her. Louisana has such and open personality while they all have such a closed on. Sad that as a child they have to be so closed off.
"Babysitting" I asked as the little boy crawled towards me. He crawled towards me feet and sat there staring at me.
"Pick him up he just wants affection" I pick the small child up and hold him lightly in my arms. "And no I ain't babysitting he's my brother Caleb and this is kylee. If you ever payed attention to me you would know I always babysit my baby brother and sister"  she picks up Kylee and cradles her in her arms so gently.
"I always pay attention to you"
"Yeah right you are always looking over my shoulder staring at random girls""probably your next victim" she whispers
"I didn't come get for you to criticize me"
"Then why are you hear" I could hear the anger erupt in her
" you have ever right to be mad at me. I ain't no prince I ain't not knight. I'm a loser whatever but I actually like you. No wait that sounds weird. Ah I meant.  Ugh.  I can't do speeches but you need to understand that every time I stare at you I ain't listening. I'm staring at you trying to memorize each curve and line your lips create, trying to remember how many colors you eyes can become. When I go home I ignore my dad cause I can't stop thinking of you. I would go  a million years without ever seeing the sun as long as I could eat your voice each time I felt alone. I'm not asking anything of you. I don't know why I'm here" I sigh.

Louisanas point of view:
I was shocked. For once I had no comments. No insults.
I took kylees small hands into mine.
"Nayden" I began but couldn't fine the words to continue
"Louisana. I would ask you out. But you would have to understand outside of school I'm messed up. My life is worse then anyone could know. I wouldn't make you happy.  I wouldn't care. It's a sacrifice. Not mine but yours" he had no emotion in his voice as he tell me these beautiful things. The things I've always wanted to hear.  It's as if he never or doesn't care. Would I actually date him though?
"Nayden I would date you"
"You would" he says shocked
"Only if you ask me" I laugh
He places Caleb on the black couch and hands him a blue shark. He walks towards me making his 2-3inch difference in height seem more different then it actually is. Once he is close to me he says "so how about me and you you know date"
I laugh and embrace him in a hug "sure why not" I breath into his shoulder.
I pull away. "Now you better go before my parents come"
He smiles and walks out of the door. I watch as his damp clothes become soaked again.  He jumps in his bike and rides away as both hand fly into the air cheering for himself. I couldn't laughing it was just to funny to watch. To think two minutes ago I was hating him and now I really liked him. It was even more funny how quickly my emotions changed.