Lies, Tears & New Beginnings

Chapter 7: Spending The Day With Lil Nuk

He whispers in my ear sending a tingle down my spine as my body heats up.

Minutes later we're in his Hummer on the way to his place. He puts in a CD and Baby CEO-All Gas came on and he sung along to it.

"... Chopper on the couch fuck nigga mad he can get it right now I'm booming and banging these shots at your house... Pop 1, pop 2 for the whole damn crew if a nigga get mad ima fuckin do you, bang you like I bang that dude, yea I'm that dude..."

"Can you shut the fuck up," I say as we stop at a red light.

"Well excuse me shidd you sitting over there all quiet and shit."

I open the door about to get out and he grabs my arm, "Where the hell you think you going? Baby girl look at what you got on, niggaz on my side of town will kill for a girl like you. Now get ya ass back in here," he says as I get back in closing the door.

"Lil ma I'm sorry if I made you mad or pissed you off, but seriously don't try that shit no more," he says and my phone starts vibrating as I notice Jamon calling me.

"Destanee where you at?"

"None of your business and why you calling me," I say as we arrive at Lil Nuk's house.

"Well damn I guess I can't ask you shit, don't make me-," I hang up before he can finish his sentence.

We enter Nuk's house and go up to the 3rd floor where his room is.

"I'm bout to take a shower then we gon hit the streets and go to my trap house since yo ass didn't wanna change and don't leave this room, y'heard?"

"Yeah, I hear you," I say looking around his room.

By the time he gets out of the shower I'm sleep and when I wake up I hear arguing downstairs and I know I'm not supposed to leave the room, but I did anyway.

As I stop halfway down the stairs I see Nuk and a girl arguing about money and a baby. Lil Nuk slams the door in her face and I hurry back to his room. He walks in a few minutes later and grabbed my hand and said let's go.

We got in the Hummer and halfway down the road I notice him staring at me.

"Lil Nuk?"

"Bae,"he says still looking at me.

"Nuk be real with me, was that yo baby mama you was arguing with at the door?"

"Didn't I tell you to stay in my room,"he says pulling up to a house and looking at me.

"I mean yeah, I guess so. But it ain't like I'm with you or no shit I'm just asking," I say looking back at him.

"Let's be real baby girl, when you with me, you mine. Fuck the rest of these niggaz they ain't gon be there for you like I am and when I tell you to do something you do it," he says as I get out of the Hummer walking towards the street.

"Lil ma come here, where you think you going?"

As he walks towards me he notices me crying and grabs my hand, I snatch away from him running away.

I get tired and start walking, wiping my tears away. Lil Nuk pulls up, gets out and picks me up putting me in the Hummer.

"Baby girl,"he says getting back onto the road. I don't answer. "Look at me," he says pulling up to the trap house turning my head towards him.

"Can you take me home, please," I ask looking him in his eyes.

"Trust me, you don't wanna do that."

"Actually, yes I do and if I don't answer the question I asked you earlier," I say smirking.

"Ok look, no she ain't my baby mama she used to be one of my hoes now she claiming I knocked her up," he says in a calm voice.

"Ok then and that wasn't so hard to answer was it, didn't think so," I say getting out.

He gets out and grabs my hand, I snatch away, "I can walk myself, I have a boyfriend y'know."

He looks at me and smirks as he opens the door and we walk in. There are a few guys smoking including Vanntrell who winks at me, a few guys rolling dice and some either counting money or weighing weed.

"Who that be," one guy asks looking me up and down.

Before Nuk could answer I did, "I'm Destanee and you are?"

"I'm Nikko."

Nuk grabs my hand leading me into a room and closing the door behind him.

"Okay look, do not leave this room. I have to take a package somewhere and stay the hell away from all of them. Do you hear me," he says looking for something.

"Why can't you take me with you? I don't know any of them this shit is stupid and I'm not dumb I know your going to make a drug deal, Nuk please I don't feel comfortable staying here you could've dropped me off at home," I say hoping that he will.

"Lil ma, you know what? Come here,"he sits me on his lap and whispers in my ear. "You lucky I'm trynna make you mine. I'll take you but you got to make a deal with me. You sitting in the back with Vanntrell, you can't get out, and you have to wear this and put this in your purse," he says giving me a bandana, a Smith & Wesley and a 45.

"Ok deal," I say kind of nervous as he smiles at me.

He rolls his bandana up tying it around his head and the other around his neck, he ties one around my neck and pulls it up to cover my mouth.

"Aye, Vanntrell let's go," Lil Nuk says as we walk to a black Chrysler getting in.

As we get onto the road Vanntrell starts touching me and Lil Nuk starts to notice while looking in the rearview mirror.

"Mane, I swear if both of y'all don't stop sitting back there looking at each other crazy we all gon have a problem."

"Oh so it's okay for him to touch me though? This some uncomfortable shit, I want out," I say looking at Vanntrell.

Lil Nuk swerves into a parking spot making my head go forward, lucky I had on a damn seat belt, do a nigga know how to drive. He gives us a look before getting out with the package. When he comes back he turns on some loud music and they both start bobbing there heads.

Vanntrell takes out a lighter about to light a blunt. "Oh hell no, not while I'm in here. Put that shit up!"

"Damn my bad shorty. Nuk when you taking this girl home like for real though?"

"Bruh just deal with it we almost at the crib. I got some for shorty back there so she going home later," Nuk says while looking at me.

We finally back at the trap house and it's night time.

"My nigga, y'all need to get off y'all asses and go get my money. I want that shit tonight before anybody go to sleep and I want all of it in my hand," Lil Nuk says mean mugging all of them as they left.

He grabbed his things and we got in his Hummer. "So you going home for real or you spending the night with a nigga," he says putting his jacket in the backseat.

"Please take me home. Maybe another time I'll spend the night with you," I say as I lay back running my hand through his hair.

"I actually had a lil fun with you today y'know, besides you being stubborn and all. Just try to loosen up even though it might take some time," he says glancing at me.