Lies, Tears & New Beginnings

Chapter 9: My Confession

As soon as I get home after the game Derrick calls.

"Bae we need to talk, but right now I'm busy call you later," he says then hangs up.

I run upstairs to pack outfits for the weekend into my baby blue suitcases with my initials on them.

When I'm done I kiss my mom on the cheek telling her I'll be back Monday afternoon. As soon as I get in my truck Lil Nuk calls me.

"Wassuh," I say pulling out of the driveway.

"Where you lil ma?"

"On my way, please don't rush me."

"I'm not, I'm just bored without you, ain't nothing to do," he says sounding bored.

"Okay well I'm bout to pull up ttyl," I say hanging up.

I turn up the radio and Fetty Wap- 679 is on.

"Baby girl you so damn fine though, I'm trynna know if I can hit it from behind though..." I sang as I pull up in Lil Nuk's driveway to see him already outside.

He helps me carry my things upstairs to his room and he pushes me on his bed as I sit my suitcase down. As I get up I give him a mean look.

"Oh so you can't speak," Lil Nuk says walking up behind me.

I put in my ear buds and Nuk takes them out and throws my phone on the bed and grabs my hand and walks me downstairs to the living room.

"Are you going to tell me what's going on yet," Nuk asks looking me in my eyes.

"Okay well let's just say while I'm explaining that I also have a confession," I say moving distant from him.

"Okay."

"Okay so after that day I spent with you and your boys I felt closer to you than ever, I mean closer than me and my boyfriend are so I kind of felt like I needed a break from you to figure out where my heart really is," I say looking down.

Nuk tilts my head up, "Baby girl you can talk to me about anything, I really want you here with me. I instantly fell in love with the lil attitude you had and everything about you when we first met. You're something special and I would never hurt you. I need you to feel me when I tell you that because I mean it."

It's silent for a while before his phone starts ringing.