Psycho loves me. (Bad Boy Calum Hood)

Chapter 4

Song: Nicki Minaj - Beautiful Sinner / 5 Seconds of Summer - Broken Home

Kimberleys pov-

I slowly open my eyes to see my room, weird i swear i slept in on the couch. Sleepwalker much. I pull the blankets off and stand up walking on my fluffy carpet to my bathroom. Doing my business and washing my hands i look at myself in the mirror and need to look twice until my eyes widen and i look at my neck. ''What the? No. NoNoNoNoNoNo. This is not a damn Hickey. No.'' i say and touch the red/purple mark. I hiss because it stings ''No Kim, this could be a allergical reaction or a bee stinged me.'' i mumble to calm myself down. When i walk out of the bathroom and out of my room i smell something. Okay, what is going on. I make my way to the kitchen and gasp at what i see. 5 people that i don't know, okay i know three of them. They are the boys from yesterday, the red head, blonde and tanned boy. There a two other a boy with curly brown hair and a girl with blonde hair ''Oh Good Morning!'' the girl chirps and jumps off of the curly hair boys lap, hugging me. ''M-Morning...?'' i say unsure ''I'm bryana and you are Kimberley ,right? '' she asks, smiling. I nod, not trusting my mouth '' Okay how i know them they haven't introduced themselves. This is Ashton-'' she says and points at the curly haired boy ''This is Luke'' the points at the blond one ''This is Michael'' she says and shows to the red haired boy ''And this. This is Calum'' she smiles more and points at the raven black haired boy with tanned skin. He turned around from the stove abd walked to me. I backed away and looked to the floor "hey what is wrong?" Bryana asks me "i-i.." i couldn't find the right words and i started to panic, my breathing increased and i looked up again. My eyes met with calums ones and i see how his eyes widen "Shit she's having a panic attack" he said and run to the medication kit in my kitchen where i have all the pills and syringes. He came back with the one i always use when i have an attack "shh shh look at me" he whispers and stabs the syringe into my vein on my wrist. I feel after 2 seconds how my breathing got slower and normal and i didn't felt so hot anymore "thank you " i mumble and smile slightly "No problem" he smiles back and walks back to the stove. "Okay so now that we are friends and you come with us we go and pack your things c'mon!" Bryana says happy and drags me up to my room.Wait what? I'm not going back to their house. We walk into my room and she grabs my big suit case and duffle bag "Bryana?" I say silent, she is really nice but i really can't go back there "yeah?" She says happy with bright brown eyes and looking at me "i-i can't go back with you and the boys.. i'm sorry" i say and look at her. Her expression changes to sad and no smile "but why?" She asks and stops with packing sitting down on the floor. I sigh and walk to her sitting infront of her "because i don't know you guys and Calum kidnapped me. See, in my past things didn't went well and i guess i'm afraid that more shit happens in future. That is why i live alone and have like no friends. When you are alone you can't do something wrong right? What i wanna say is that when i'm going with you i will maybe fall in love with someone of the boys when time passes and i tend to do many things wrong and i don't want that to happen. I don't even understand why Calum kidnapped me, like look at me. I'm nothing special and he chose me? I don't look good and i'm weird" i say and feel a huge weigh lifted of my shoulders. Bryana smiles sadly at me and starts speaking " you really have no idea do you? Calum chose you because he saw something in you that attracted him. We all that means the boys and me had a really shitty past that is why each of our parents sent us to an asylum because they said we are mental unstable. The thing is we weren't we just couldn't handle the pain we felt, the loneliness. For example Luke broke into strangers houses and broke their things to let his frustation out. Michael cut strangers hair off when they were sleeping and Ashton and me we are bipolar. I'm not that much as Ashton and it isn't really bad. And Calum burned houses and banks down. We are freaks but it's okay, that means we are unique. Calum had tge baddest past of all of us and he feels lonely that is why he wants someone who cares about him, who shows him the good things in life because in reality he is a little lost puppy that wants love and happines" she says with a sad smile and looks at me. I let this sink in firstly and then smile. I nod "okay". She looks happy "Okay?" she chirps and claps her hands. I smile and starty packing my things with her. After everything is packed from shoes, clothes and make up to laptop, sketchbook and headphones. "I think we are done" shw states and high fives me. "Should i change" i say and look zlto myself "yea wait wear this, this and these" she smiles and hands me my light pastel blue high waist jeans and a black crop top with long sleeves and combat boots "nice" i say and was about to go to the bathroom when she speaks up "where you going?" She tilts her head to the side "you can change in front of me i mean i am a girl too " she laughs and i giggle "you just want to see my boobs" i laugh "yes because i'm yealius how great they look i mean how many oparations were needed?" I was taken aback but laugh "Bryana they are all natural i had never had a oparation" i laugh and her mouth opens while i clasp my bra closed and zip my jeans close "No way!! LIAR" she laughs and walks to me "yes way" i giggle "no let me see" she protests and comes to me, grabbing my boobs and pushing them together "oh my god they are real!" as she sais that the door flies oprn with Ashton and Calum coming inside and stopping in their tracks at our sight. "Babe?" Ashton asks looking between Bryana and me. Calum just has this dark look in his eyes but it's no anger, i don't know what it is. "Oh sorry we are done anyways Kimmy just wanted to change" Bryana speaks up and walks to Ashton, grabbing his hand and walking out with him leaving Calum and me alone. "Well hello" he smirks with crossed arms. I quickly turn around with hot cheeks. I grab my top from the floor and feel two warm hands on my hips "don't hide baby, did you like what i gave you?" He asks me "do you mean the hickey?" I ask with ragged breath "hmmm" he hums with a nod. I did in fact like it, it lets me look loved and not lonely but he can't know that. It would just push his ego. I shake my head "no" it comes more unsure out then wanted "i know you are lying" he sais and let his hands wander up to my ribcage just slighly touching the underside of my bra covered breasts. "Can i change please?" I ask silent "sure babe" he nods and sits down on my bed, looking at me with that sexy ass smirk. I huff and pull the top over my head, it seems tighter than i wanted but it's okay i guess. "You don't even know how bad i want you" he states out of nowhere coming back up to me and bringing me to his chest. I need to look up because of the height difference and smirk "is that so?" He nods and smiles down at me "you are so perfect and beautiful" he sais and slowly leans in. I can't control my body and lean in to until our lips collide and we battle for dominance. He of course wind and picks me up by my ass, squeezing it. I wrap my legs around his waist and bring my hands in hid hair. "Fuck. You are fucking mine." He gowls and kisses my neck " Yours." I sigh and leand my head back, loving the feeling i suddenly get in my body.