Love Isn't Always Fair

Chapter 18

Becky’s POV

After I yelled to Sammi I run away, I don’t know where I was going I just wanted to get as far as possible.  I kept running till I couldn’t any more I stopped and drop myself onto the floor and just cried my eyes out.  I was there still sobbing when I heard footsteps but I just ignore it and kept my head on my knees. 

Jake: Hey are you ok?

Becky: yes I’m fine I just want to be alone I said without looking up

Jake: why are you crying? What is it about this time? About Andy? Ashley? Or you had a fight with Sammi?

Becky: about everything…

Jake: first of all get your head up, and stop crying and then tell me all about it that’s what I’m here for

Becky: but you have to do the show I said looking up my eyes filled with tears

Jake: the show can wait a few minutes you need me right now

Becky: this morning I had a fight with CC, then a couple minutes ago I had a fight with Sammi

Jake: but why you had a fight with them?

Becky: well last night I couldn’t sleep and I got out of bed because I didn’t want to wake up CC; I found Ash in the kitchen and we got into his room and no, nothing happened we just kissed that’s all then CC asked me this morning where was I so I told him and he got mad and I got mad and told him to stop being so overprotective.  Then he told Sammi that I got out of bed last night and she asked ask me of course when I told her she kind of freaked out because I was on Ashley’s room and they say that I’m playing with both Andy and Ash and because of that I think Sammi is going to send me back to California.

Jake: but tell me are you in love with Andy or Ashley?

Becky: I don’t know I really like them both they’re so sweet when they look at me I feel things that I never felt before and they’re such great kissers…uuhhgg!!! I don’t know what to do I don’t want to hurt any of them, I think the best is to go back to California and never see them again so they can forget about me

Jake: we all knew this would happen, and sorry to tell you this but we told you and we told them and none of you listened to us, now you have to face the consequences this isn’t as easy as it looks you have to make a choice…you have two choices stay with one of them or with none of them

Becky: I really don’t know what to do

Jake: I know is hard but think about it very carefully ok, I have to go now they must be looking for me

Becky: thanks for listening I said hugging him

Jake: no problem that’s what friends are for, come on the show must go on

With that we got up and headed to the dressing room where everybody was freaking out because they couldn’t find Jake.

Sammi’s POV

After Becky run away I got to the dressing room with Ella to help the boys.

Ash: Where’s Becky? He asked me

Sammi: I don’t know she must be wondering around a little

Jake: is everything ok?

Sammi: yes

Jake: ok then he said with disbelief

Then I got to work on Jinxx war paint.  When the show was about to start we couldn’t find Jake, after like 20 minutes of searching he appeared on the dressing room with Becky.

Jinxx: there you are!!!

Andy: where were you?

Jake: just walking to relax a little bit

Ash: come on man we have to start the show

Becky: Hey CC! Good luck I love you

CC: I love you too…

Jinxx: hey what about me? Do you love me too?

Becky: of course silly she said laughing

Sammi: hey so you’re not mad at CC anymore?

Becky: not really I’ll just talk to him after the show and apologize for this morning btw sorry I yelled at you I kind of freaked out a little

Sammi: its ok you do have the reason in one part, I shouldn’t get into your life

Becky: its ok I know you only want the best for me

Ella: You seem a little more calmed now

Becky: yes I am I talked with Jake and that helped a lot sorry for the way I acted before

Ella: so that was what he was doing…and no worries

Becky: yup…and thanks

Sammi: well no more sad feelings and asking for forgiveness we have a show to attend to

With that we did our war paint and got into the crowd to see the show.